Always is when I go away for the weekend with my family...
You can guarantee when I come back he's "been ill". EVERY TIME. So I phoned him - first sentence "I've been ill". Like its my fault because I went away!
STILL not taking all his medication that the GP gave him so I offer ZERO sympathy. Basically, wants me to tell him how he can feel better - "Take the meds the GP has given you Dad, if that fails then go an see you're GP but I'm not a doctor."
His words - "I desperately need you to visit the weekend." "I've got no food in the house" (Brother lives literally 5 mins drive from him - I live 35-40 mins. Brother is probably laying low). Anyway, he knows my car is in the garage so I'm struggling for transport and he knows my wife works weekends so may need our other car. So I tell him I can't promise. Anyone would have thought I'd told him I'd murdered the family next door.
Apparently, I'm "letting him down" and "need to arrange something", and "wife needs to understand". Of course the standby offer of home delivery groceries is not good enough - he doesn't want to spend the £30 minimum - they have to be hand delivered by me!
I've tried setting boundaries, I've said no can do, I've tried ignoring, I've tried just not doing. Give him his due he's relentless in his quest to get me to do what he wants!
Until a few years ago we had to pay a toll - we don;t have many tolls in the uk. It was not cheap - £6 or so a day. I used to work in Bristol so it cost a lot every month. I heard since the toll was stopped the house prices just in wales went up loads - people working in bristol bought houses because its cheaper in wales.
Croeso i Gymru! (welcome to wales).
p.s. As I've said before, I'm not fluent but my kids are. Certain parts of the country - mainly rural - is ALL welsh speaking but around here (the cities) not so. Its something like 25% I think.....
1) With the exception of virus and face masks, my last 2 years has been on pretty much the same "lockdown", aka minimal trips anywhere, minimal purchases, etc. (shortage of funds, managing mom's care were/are the big issues in that.)
2) My first college degree was Anthropology, so the Time Team episodes were interesting (I like seeing other places and history too.)
3) I don't watch TV, haven't in MANY years! Don't feel like I have missed much of anything there!
Sadly I finished most of these (prior to those it was Vet Ranch) just before this virus came along and prevented me from coming out of hibernation, just as the financial woes were ending!!!! I also watched a number of YouTube programs on WWI and WWII (some are VERY eye-opening, and heartbreaking, as we only learn such a minimal amount about these and other history in school.)
As to opening up the US for "tourists" and "visitors", you'd best check from time to time what's the latest in the "news". One minute all is well, we will be back to normal yesterday, then the next minute, no one said that! I did see an article (but didn't read it) about Disney plans in FL, I believe it mentioned July, but that could change at any time. If deaths start increasing in FL (I am VERY surprised their number is so low, given how many seniors retire there AND the blind eye they took to the virus and lock down, esp for spring break - FL hasn't been referred to as God's Little Waiting Room for no reason! However, given some "in charge" may be masking numbers...)
Anyway, if you search for "disney world opening plans", it currently says the target is July 1, but you'll have to keep checking back. That is a tentative date.
Also, given that many places are planning to "limit" how many are allowed in at any time, you'll want to be sure that if you spend all that money to get there and get in and then can't get in... what a waste that would be! (better than staying home fielding Woe is Me phone calls, even if you don't get into Disney!)
I took the night bus once from Bristol to Fishguard for the ferry to Ireland. May have travelled that way? I was a bit traumatized after just missing my morning bus & spending the day in Bristol as my backpack seemed to be a magnet for beggers & drunks. It was a long time ago... but I remember being very impressed with the Welsh signs & happy to be on a warm bus at last!
Across a few counties (I never knew the US had counties until I watched the news in Florida!).
Thing is its a lot different for vulnerable people anyway. Could be even longer than that.
Problem is he refuses to watch the news. Then he speaks to his stupid friends on the phone. Then I get "ITS GETTING WORSE!". "WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?"
Its not getting worse in the UK, the peak is over, bit like the USA. Still serious of course....
Its going to be tough when it all ends. I'm the opposite of most people lol.
3 weeks more 'peace'.
Really stupid idea to do things differently......
So anyone know when the US is going to let us europeans back into USA?
V good article....
I've been pondering this article for several days. Maybe it will help you too.
https://urbanbalance.com/3-steps-to-setting-boundaries-in-your-relationships/
Oh, how some parents do love to make 'duty' into a life-sentence...
As the article says -- boundaries serve both you and him. They keep both safe, even if one person on one side of the relationship doesn't acknowledge their necessity. You have the right to be safe and consistent. You have the right to be responsible for your own 'oxygen mask' and that of your children (assuming you have them) and your spouse. Demarcate the boundaries of your true capacity and willingness to serve your dad, and stick to that.
Learned helplessness is real. So is manipulativeness. I live with it every day. It is rooted in childhood trauma and mental illness. That doesn't make it OK. Compassion can include saying 'no' to unhealthy demands.
I wish you growing peace and health.
How on earth Dad ever agreed to move to Canada I'll never understand. I can only think my mother talked him into it. I guess this is one reason why they ended up getting divorced.
He HATED the place. Too cold (this was Edmonton), the people hated him, they all thought he was English etc. Lasted 18 months and wanted to come home.
Of course, my mother never came back. I guess shes been there almost 50 years now - Canadian citizen now.
My gran (mothers mum) actually moved to Canada years ago. I assume shes not lying but she used to say she was friendly with Wayne Gretzskys gran. I dunno if thats true!
Even in the UK where theres no much ice hockey (there is a UK league I know because the the one team plays at the rink my daughter goes to), I know who Wayne Gretzsky is .
Hes got his views about gender roles, race, same sex relationships, work etc. and how it all fits into his world. This is is HOW IT WORKS and he is right.
In reality, he lives in the same small town that he was born in and is COMPLETELY CLUELESS about the modern world.
Some of his views are bizarre indeed..... I remember him mentioning same sex relationships a while ago. Crazy. I have a friend whos gay. My attitude (and most peoples) is SO??? Not Dad. He actually said - "so how are you still friends with X then if hes living with a fella?"
Eh? Its not catching or anything Dad. Also, what he does in his personal life is his business and no-one elses. Alas, its akin to selling you're soul to the devil in Dads eyes (I'm not religious but I hate it so much when he says - its in the bible).
I guess you all understand why Dad is not safe to let loose in public lol. When he used to come to our house for xmas day, he literally used to last 5 minutes before he made an inappropriate comment or opinon and I could see my wifes face...
He knows one way of looking at things and changing that viewpoint is never going to happen. Because any shift in his world view would cause EVERYTHING to crumble. Nothing would be predictable. He'd have to think about and react to every experience, rather than having a ready response to it.
It must be an exhausting way to live. So much energy goes into keeping everything in its proper place...women, children, food acquisition....
Can you see why he expands so much energy into getting you back into the niche that you're supposed to inhabit? You threaten the whole structure by not behaving as expected!
Bear in mind he think people who work in offices are pencil pushers anyway. This to him was another level. "No you can't work from home". "How do u do the work?" I've given up explaining remote access etc.....
So brother got made redundant. I thought it was funny. Suddenly, the IMPORTANT sibling has no work and the one with the not-even-a-proper job did.
Hes still at it though. "Can't believe they're still paying you for being at home". Thanks for validating my career choice. He has no idea....
I think hes hoping I'm out of work to be honest. So I can run around for him. He mentions something now and I say, brothers got plenty of time....
Does the dinner go on at 5pm sharp every night...
Next call is 3 days, 4 days, going up with every sarcastic, unpleasant comment!
The one year we went to Spain for 5 days (wifes brothers got a place there) and then we had Florida too. I think Dad thought "great hes only going for 5 days this year" then was REALLY upset when I told him about Florida.
He actually said "BUT BUT, you've had a holiday this year! Why are you going again?". I just sort "eh? why does it matter to you?". Then he got nasty and accused me of being selfish and greedy having TWO holidays. Crazy eh?
Like I said, every year, a few days before hes "ill". That time when he thought he'd tell me "I've had the doctor so don't worry". I mean - if its was me even if it was something serious I'd be loathe to tell a family member who was supposed to be on holiday anyway because I wouldn't want them to worry. Not Dad - he WANTS people to worry about him.
Not happening - obviously even if it was serious, I'm thousands of miles away. Sadly, having experience of this before (Wifes dad passed away suddenly years ago when we were in florida - awful time that was), I know insurance companies won't play ball unless they get proof. So I couldn't get free flight home anyway based on a case of madeupitis. (I remember the last time - wanted name of hospital etc so they could phone to check I wasn't making it up - nuts).
He always tries the "but you don't get paid holidays!" (I dont but its sorta factored in). Bet you can guess how many holidays I'd have had a kids if it;d been the same for him? Yep ZERO EVER.
My YB is 10 years younger. So, when he was around 10yo, my mother would expect me to babysit if they made plans to do something. I had no problem with that (unpaid but whatever), but the time came when I had made plans to do something and last minute she says they are going out, I need to babysit. I said NO, I have plans. In retrospect I am surprised the parents didn't one-up me and tell me I could not go, that I must stay and babysit. I was not one to stand up to them, but this really irked me. Plan ahead and let me know - I have a "life" too! What actually happened is they left him alone (it was only a few hours, visiting someone or other) and from then on I was not asked to babysit!
IF something is very important and there are no alternatives, I will try my best to accomodate, but if it isn't possible, the other person has no business demanding you change your plans. I have a friend here in town who doesn't drive. She was upset that her kitty seemed off, and had recently lost his sister. She scheduled a vet appt, but her BF was working, so she asked me. I did have a dentist appt myself (not even close in proximity, timing was bad), so I requested a cancel/reschedule and took her to the vet. If there was no way to change my appt or I would get charged, I might have reconsidered, but I worried about her and her kitty! The dentist office was nice about it.
For the most part, I normally wouldn't do that. The only cancellations I've done previously were because the semi-feral kitty sensed something was up and you only get ONE chance to nab him! I have had to reschedule those, but they have been understanding. It's only been 1-2 times.
For these people who can't think, as the old saying goes, "Lack of planning on your part does not constitute an emergency on my part." Period.
No, it's been booked for ages.
But I need my pets looked after!!!!! And I've already booked & I've got no-one else etc.
I'm sure you'll figure it out. And so she did. Called around to get backups.
Next caller... I've been asked to mind pets but it's a long drive for me & I though you could do it as you are closer?
We will be away.
Can you change the dates as that really doesn't work for me.
So say no.
But that means X will have to do it. You don't want X to have to... you really should help out here & do it to so X doesn't have to.
X could say no.
Seriously. I am so lucky my DH & I agreed & he is not affected by F.O.G. He sees clearly: our family booked a holiday at the time that suited our family. If we were asked in advance to mind pets/housesit whatever & agreed, then sure. But our time is not to be arranged around someone else's plans (or lack of). Sort out your own pets. End of.
Sorry, rant over. Talk of holdiays & controlling people bring that to the surface every time!
Once again, I believe showing so little empathy for others is either selfish or due to cognitive deficits with reasoning.
Paul's Dad keeps trying to control his world to keep his own worry down. But his thinking is flawed believing Paul's life is within his control too.
I become a vague PITA when this level of controlling is cast over me: what time do you finish work? When I finish. What are you doing Saturday? Lots of things on, not confirmed yet.
Sometimes people are just making innocent chat... what are you up do? But then there's the... oh you're not busy Xday so you can do X for me... setting their little controlling & manipulating traps.
Makes you wish you were a dog & issue a growl at them & a loud 'back-off' bark.
I am so glad that you realize it isn’t necessary to return home from a vacation to be with your dad. Your brother is there if it is a true emergency.
Vacations require planning ahead. It isn’t something that is easily rescheduled. So, enjoy your getaway when you are spending well deserved time away with your family.
I was at the opposite end. I did things wrong. I was the one who didn’t go on a vacation because of being a primary caregiver to a parent and I suffered from not getting a mental or physical break from it all.
So, good for you for not making the foolish mistakes that I did. I would have had to pay a full time caregiver for mom for us to get away. That on top of paying for a trip would have been a lot of money.
My mom would not have wanted to pay for the caregiver so I did without vacations. I missed them. I needed a break. I paid for it by burning out.
My husband went on business trips. My daughters went away for short weekends with friends. They grew up and moved out of the house. I was stuck alone with mom. It was exhausting.
We need to recharge. It is not a luxury. It’s important to schedule breaks periodically.