Sorry to say, but this site has been so depressing for a few days. I thought I'd ask an average, everyday question....to make us all feel a little more normal today.
I made Eggplant Lasagna, and my BIL and SIL are coming for dinner. They leave for Cali tomorrow to see their beautiful grand daughter.
Sorry, sometimes we just need some REGULAR conversation.......or at least THIS caregiver does.
ff junior , junior just loves me , he hasnt really defined why yet ..
might be cause i dont tell kids what to do , only advise ..
kaz , europe has been suffering austerity measures since at least 1943 . your s*it kept blowing up . the allied forces didnt sacrifice hundreds of thousands of soldiers and an armada of defensive war machines ( lend lease act ) just because we like you . youve been paying for this help ever since and toss in the infrastructure improvements that youve enjoyed and incidently exeeded ours because uncle f face provided for your physical security .. the cold war cost trillions . youre welcome . stop killing your neighbors over ethnic and economic concerns ..
dont hate the usa . we stopped japanese atrocities in mainland china and burma and armed russia so they could help crush hitler . i personally like hitler . jews took over his nation with financial usery and he came to the defense of the german nation . murder wasnt his plan . he hoped to deport the jewish people to madagascar . the jewish nation declared financial war on germany in 1933 . its acceptable to detain your declared enemies in time of war . people died in the camps from starvation and typhus largely because our forces kept destroying the supply rails to the camps ..
we have a good standard of living -- maybe we deserve it ..
example; in the first gulf war sadaam had a slew of heavy artillery . one round fired from the guns would pinpoint it from space and it was soon vaporized . the lines of artillery guns fell silent .
the usa are masters of innovation , were on your side , relax ..
i had to switch to shirley manson ( garbage ) . shes scottish and just makes my head sizzle .. the beauregarden fest is the best concert ive found yet . the girl is world class s*it ..
Its 4am here and im awake again got to get some sleeping tabs! this isnt good! Night cap its almost time to get up again and do it all again?
May go for a drink tomorrow night as stomach is in bits with anxiety a few drinks calms me down. Yep im going to go through the biggest crap of my life soon and the cold reality is starting to kick in and its not nice not nice at all YEp ive fought many battles theres one more to fight then victory will be mine? this is what my tarot cards said tonight couldnt be more true? mums a shell she just sits in her little world happy enough she eats she gives out she sleeps but thats it no interest in anything so fckin sad asked her if she wanted me to treat her to a haircut,manicure,pedicure maybe next week?? she said that last week? am so angry i have no car i could take her places shed go if id a car its less effort for her no walking? we have been good to her though home EVERY xmas brought her away alot always home when we could be etc...... yeh she was spoiled i guess just wish i get a chance to spoil her more?
Sorry just rambling very down lately like i said "gut" feeling it wont go away?
my reasoning is ahead df my time by 30 yrs and its uncomfortable at least ..
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Last night we had planned-over chicken curry and rice. Since it was already made I used my dinner prep time to make cobbler out of some fresh peaches we had on hand.
Monday I made a rice and hamburger hot dish I started making in high school It's an oldie but goodie. Grandson and his wife happened to be here at dinner time and they liked it! Also had watermelon, fresh cherries, and naan bread.
I do like cooking! But it doesn't always have to be elaborate or time-consuming.
I brought a large bouquet of fresh herbs to our Pharmacist today. He was thrilled. He is hosting a family reunion this weekend.
YOU KNOW YOU ARE A CAREGIVER IF.........You know your Pharmacists weekend plans!
When we were young and poor we would eat plain tomato sandwiches and loved them. But I'm still VERY glad we can afford bacon now!