Hello. Normally I wouldn't be asking such a personal question, but I have no idea where to go with this. So..here it is. My mother hasn't had a job in over 24+ years (since I was born or even before then). She's almost 60 years old. She has no income, health insurance, or a place to live as her own. She's always had a man to take care of her and all her needs. The last one took off and moved to another state with another woman. So now she's been staying with me and I've been paying the bills (rent, food, anything else for her she needs). My problem I face is that I want HER to get her life together and become independent because I can't keep supporting her for the rest of my life. I'm engaged and want to get married and start a family together with my future husband, but it's difficult since she lives with us and I support her needs. She has no income, job, health care, doesn't drive (never did her whole life), she has back problems (compressed disks and a mild form of scoliosis I believe), a few mental health issues (ex. depression and anxiety). It's almost like she's 18. She needs to start her whole life over. I just don't know where to go or what to do. I want her to be independent and to take care of herself without relying on someone else to do it. Like she has so far for her whole life. I'd love some help as to where do I go for this situation and what to do. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated! I'm in Pennsylvania, United States.
But now she is relying on me for 100% of everything, and using ME as her sounding board & scratching post in the process.
I had her placed in Assisted Living back in 2014 (along with my Dad) after he fell and broke his hip b/c there was NO WAY I was going to bring her here to live with me. The woman can't even write a check. She saves up all her mail for me and thrusts it at me gleefully, saying HERE'S MY MAIL.......like HA! It's YOUR problem now, as is everything else in my life! Deal with it.
By the grace of God, my parents had enough money to subsidize their care in Assisted Living until 2021, at which time I will have to apply for Medicaid to get my mother into Skilled Nursing. I am an only child and have been dealing with everything now for my entire life. I will be 63 in July. My point is..........you are 24. This WILL go on with your mother until YOU are 63. And it IS like she is 18, or perhaps 12, more like it, and she will CONTINUE to be 12 years old because she's been enabled to do so her entire life. See where I'm going with this? She will also pull out the FOG.............fear obligation & guilt.........on you so that there mere mention of her getting her own life will be thrust in YOUR face as 'your fault'. These women have to have SOMEONE else to blame for 'their lot' in life which is actually something they've brought on themselves. Entirely.
Anyway. It's easy to say 'kick her out', but she's your mother and the FOG factor is deeply rooted in you, I'm sure, as it is with most of us poor slobs with mothers like this. The others have given you good advice about getting your mother help with social services, food stamps, Section 8 housing, etc. Help her get set up somewhere else, and help her get a job. That's the best thing you can do for her.
Give a man a fish and feed him for a day. Teach a man to fish and feed him for a lifetime.
Best of luck!
1) you are not responsible for her happiness
2) she is an adult
3) as a mother she should be rooting for your future and not presuming to be a 3rd wheel in your life (this is selfish/immature/dysfunctional ad nauseum)
Depression and anxiety can be treated with medications. If this, or therapy, has not been tried she needs to deal with this. If she has tried but without success, is she on SSDI? Ask yourself "What do other people do who are 'disabled' to the point where they cannot support themselves?"
You want her to suddenly start being independent and motivated to improve her situation? You want her to be someone she has proven she is not -- for her whole life. It is better to internalize the reality that she probably won't change. I would start by having the conversation with her about what your plan is: to get married and live your life with your husband by yourselves. GIve her a deadline (nothing happens without deadlines). It doesn't mean you don't love her. You will help her get settled somewhere else and help her apply for SSDI or welfare/food stamps, section 8 housing, etc. Your expectation is that she will actively participate in relocating and restarting her life. This will probably put her into quite a panic, but her depression/anxiety is not your problem -- you can't solve it for her, but you can help her to help herself. I don't envy you in this situation. It is distressing to have to do this with one's own mother BUT you just get her to move out so that you can move on with your life. It will only get worse and worse and harder and harder the older she gets if she stays with you. I wish you peace in your heart as you come to accept things.
It's likely time to get a social worker involved. While she may not qualify for disability as such, there are other services out there, even just as peer counseling groups. You may want to look at resources available through your county's Area Agency on Aging (here's a listing for the counties in Pennsylvania - https://www.aging.pa.gov/local-resources/pages/aaa.aspx#.Vgm1O8tVhBc ). You may find other relevant resources at https://www.phca.org/for-consumers/resources-for-older-adults . Wal Mart in your area may be hiring greeters/cart cleaners, and your mother may qualify for a subsidized senior apartment. My father and his side of the family have always had a way of either marrying, birthing, or scamming enablers. I was only able to get free of him through getting counseling for ME, but then also through his death. I'm still tied to his main enabler/my mother - but that bond, the more I analyze it, is from my own sense of responsibility to her, not from a real responsibility. When you have a child, you will be responsible for the child. You are not responsible for another adult, though she (and society) has trained you for that likely since birth. My words mean not much, I know, but you are worth it and you deserve so much.
The difficulty, as Wheredoigo85 pointed out, is that her mother has chosen a lifetime of depending on men for her sustenance and now that has run out. She is very young at 59 to turn her daughter into a caregiver. I don’t know how severe her scoliosis is, but I have seen many women able to support themselves with severe disabilities, and depression can be treated, or at least attempted.
My mother, at almost 89, was one of those women who could not hold a job because of her severe mental illness (bipolar). She tried often, but even simple jobs were too stressful, causing an episode. She could, though, when well, run a household of 7 people with great efficiency. She always lamented the fact that she did not have a job making her own money as most of her friends did. She pushed her daughters to educate themselves to be self-supporting.
I already believe that the poster has compassion and empathy for her mother, otherwise she wouldn’t be taking care of her and trying to get advice on this website. I do believe though, that too much sympathy can cripple and enable a person. Several people have given you some excellent advice on where to start. I would add some counseling for you to help you navigate all the emotions that change can bring.
i got her into Sect 8 subsidized housing (very nice bldg), and of course I had to do all the paperwork for her as she just wrung her hands and said “I don’t know what to do”...!
she did blame me for everything bad that happened to her, she at first said she hated the place, but 6 months later said she loved it there..
but with the comments and support here, I have been able to stand up to Mom and not buy into all that guilt.
it really is up to her what she does with her own life. All we are doing is enabling them further by doing everything for them.
she may not like her options, but if she wants something different that is up to her not you.
maybe it’s govt housing, maybe it’s renting a room in another woman’s home, maybe she can be hired as someone to help cook or take care of a family part time.
this is obviously a long term problem and it’s good that you’re figuring it out now.
the hardest part will be standing up to your Mom and not backing down.
but it is absolutely necessary that you do so.
she is disempowering you with manipulative behavior.
i would get her to govt housing and whatever aid she can qualify for, and then sign off. After that it’s up to her. She doesn’t need to live under your roof. You don’t owe her anything, although the guilt makes you feel as if you do.
https://www.aging.pa.gov/Pages/default.aspx
I followed the link on that page to the Older Worker Program Finder, and got this result for agencies in Pennsylvania that may be able to help:
https://www.careeronestop.org/LocalHelp/EmploymentAndTraining/find-older-worker-programs.aspx?location=Pennsylvania&radius=25&post=y&sortcolumns=LOCATION&sortdirections=ASC¤tpage=1&pagesize=10
As others below have said, the first step should be to visit your local Department of Social Services. They may have access to the above programs, and more.
I have great sympathy for you... this must be extremely difficult for you, and I can't imagine the feelings you're experiencing right now. It may take a while to get things sorted out, especially with COVID still hanging over us, and I wish you the best.
It sounds as though her mother was always dependent, especially not even learning to drive? That is plain weird unless she had a controlling husband. But sounds like she's divorced or widowed. She obviously lacks self esteem, confidence and motivation.