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I have always been terrible with death. I cry and I cry even if I’m not close with the person but know someone close to them. I was 5 the first time someone I knew died. It was my great grandma. I wasn’t close with her but I cried so much because I knew “grandmas not gonna have a mommy”. Sometimes I’m so empathetic it’s a little too much. My fiancé says I am there for him and that he’s so happy to have me through this. However it feels like I’m not doing good enough. Because I myself am so heartbroken. I love his dad. We go to his house every week and that’s always the highlight of my week. (Before the hospitalization and diagnosis of cancer). I thought we had so much time left I could wait to make him a grandfather after the wedding. He always chatted with me about this. I feel so selfish for crying and sometimes my fiancé’s ends up comforting me. And I absolutely feel like crap when he does. My fiancé’s only 26 going through this and I’m only 19. We never imagined having to go through this so early. This wasn’t expected. Thanks for those who have read! I know it lengthy!

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I am so sorry you and your fiancé are going through this at such a young age. Everyone grieves differently. I am a person who bottles it all up and moves on. I cry but don’t weep and wail. I know there are many books and YouTube videos on handling grief and you might benefit from them. As time goes on, we find a special place in our heart and soul for the memories of our loved ones who have passed. My sympathies for this ordeal.
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