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Being with someone in the last weeks until death is an overwhelming experience, both physically and emotionally. You need a break to get over it, and in fact three weeks and all the work entailed is not even a rest, let alone a break. I am not at all surprised that you don’t feel that you can walk straight back into ‘normal’ life. Give yourself time. This does not mean that you don’t love your own home and husband.
I think you'll go home when you're ready to do so. If you aren't home yet, it's because you aren't ready to be there. Just let it be that and suspend your judgement about it. Take some breaths and decide to savor the time you get to spend there if you're finding it comforting.
Grief has substance and a presence of its own. I don't think I've ever seen anyone successfully manipulate it into a convenient form. I've seen people busy themselves beyond what is immediately necessary, as if to hold the experience at bay. It doesn't work, of course, because everyone has quiet moments when it will show up and demand attention. I've seen people become completely inert and unable to do anything else while they find their way to a new way of being in the world. I've seen people try to "act as if" to satisfy some peer pressure to demonstrate how well they're coping because they feel they have a reputation for being "so grounded" to live up to. They then break down at the most unexpected times.
I've had many losses in life and I've experienced each one differently. You are having your own particular experience unique to your dad's passing. It doesn't have to unfold a certain way. If it starts to feel like it's complicating your life in dramatic ways then you can seek some grief counseling. Otherwise, linger for a while if your life can accommodate it. When you start to feel ready to move ahead slowly, perhaps it would help for you and your husband to plan a short get-away as an intermediate step to returning back to your house.
During my mother's 12 year fight with cancer, I naively thought that I was prepared for her passing because I could anticipate death as her ultimate outcome. It was the moment she died that I realized that no one can be prepared for the loss of a loved one. That's the part that begins the moment the world changes because they aren't in it. You spend the rest of your life working on your new relationship to the world. Time is your friend, not because you miss them less, just that you have more practice learning to carry the loss.
I think you are grieving and need privacy and space in which for that to take place free from expectations and obligations in your own home. My father died about 3 weeks ago as well, and the first week all I did was sleep and reflect after his funeral. I went home after that, and honestly it’s been awful. I can’t get back to “normal” and I’m guessing that grieving takes a lot more out of us then even caregiving did. My heart goes out to you for your loss and your recovery.
We all grieve in our own way. Each time we grieve is different. A few suggestions follow. If possible, take an item of your Dad's that is meaningful to you and take it home with you. This may ease the transition. When my husband died, the teddy bear, who was banished from the bed when we married, was back in. He was a comfort to me and took up space, thus making the bed less empty. I wrapped him in one of my husband's shirts for a while. I also wore one of his shirts around the house. If you are not going home at all, them try going home for just an hour a day. Spend time with your husband during this time. Try to talk to him about your Dad and your feeling. If you can't resolve this, please check with your health insurance about seeing a counselor or go to the grief class others mentioned. Please take care of yourself.
Ziggy and Alz- Very sorry for your loss. I lost my Dad 2 years ago Nov 11th. It took me quite a while to begin healing from losing Him. I loved him so much. I still have things that trigger grief and sadness. I have had several dreams about him this last week. It is so very hard and I am so sorry for what you all are going through. The loss never goes away it just becomes more bearable with time and the Lords help. I was lost for so long without Him. I still have my Mom, and so it made it difficult to grieve properly trying to maintain good spirits for her. But I lamented over hid death and felt like I was in a dream for such a while. But, please know it is normal what you feel and it will become easier as your heart heals. Praying for you
Thank you Smeshque. I’ve become even more afraid of losing my mom now even though I know she too will soon be succumbing to death by Alzheimer’s. That’s a whole other part of my caretaking “ journey”. The physical, emotional, and psychological toll my parent’s caretaking has taken on me has been huge. Adding my dad’s death to it has thrown me into a tailspin. I want my nightmare to be over but fear that all that’s happening is one awful thing is trading places with another and then it repeats with my second parent.
Hang in there Alz. I understand a lot of you feelings, truly. I am even more afraid of losing my Mom as well. It's terrifying to me if I let myself think of the grief to come. I just love her so much and to the best of my ability to have no regrets. It takes a toll. I try and stay in the moment, to try and enjoy it before it passes and I miss it. The Lord is my strength, lean on Him. He can bring us through anything. I know this is so physically,emotionally and spiritually, exhausting. But by the grace of God go I
Ziggy, you don't say if this is your childhood home... or if it is a place where your mom lived, too. Those factors will add to the length of time you grieve, not just for your dad, but for all those other memories of times gone by. My own experience has been that it does get better each day- it's not that you stop thinking about them, it's just that you don't think about them every moment. There comes a day (soon, I hope) when you will go whole hours of being free from that grief, and during those hours is when you find it's easier to deal with the normal, day-to-day things you did before their passing.
Perhaps start by going to your own home for longer periods of time, or inviting your husband or friends to come to dad's to help you start going through some of his things. Little steps.
I'm sorry I haven't read the other replies but I think that the longer you put off returning home the harder it will become - it's kind of like when you returned to your parent's home after going away to school or returning to work after a long vacation or having kids - there is a disconnect and everything that once was familiar feels strange - the only way to get over it is to just do it. I'm not saying everything will be the same as it once was, we can't turn back time, but once you are more settled into your proper life you will gain a better perspective on what you need to do and how to move forward.
I kept visiting my Dad's grave all the time for like 5 or 6 months after he died because I loved him that much. But after the 6th mth I didn't feel the need to visit as much. I guess I needed that much time to accept that he was in a better place and I have to go on with living my life, like he would want me to.
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I. How We Work in Washington.
Based on your preferences, we provide you with information about one or more of our contracted senior living providers ("Participating Communities") and provide your Senior Living Care Information to Participating Communities. The Participating Communities may contact you directly regarding their services.
APFM does not endorse or recommend any provider. It is your sole responsibility to select the appropriate care for yourself or your loved one. We work with both you and the Participating Communities in your search. We do not permit our Advisors to have an ownership interest in Participating Communities.
II. How We Are Paid.
We do not charge you any fee – we are paid by the Participating Communities. Some Participating Communities pay us a percentage of the first month's standard rate for the rent and care services you select. We invoice these fees after the senior moves in.
III. When We Tour.
APFM tours certain Participating Communities in Washington (typically more in metropolitan areas than in rural areas.) During the 12 month period prior to December 31, 2017, we toured 86.2% of Participating Communities with capacity for 20 or more residents.
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You have no obligation to use or to continue to use our services. Because you pay no fee to us, you will never need to ask for a refund.
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Grief has substance and a presence of its own. I don't think I've ever seen anyone successfully manipulate it into a convenient form. I've seen people busy themselves beyond what is immediately necessary, as if to hold the experience at bay. It doesn't work, of course, because everyone has quiet moments when it will show up and demand attention. I've seen people become completely inert and unable to do anything else while they find their way to a new way of being in the world. I've seen people try to "act as if" to satisfy some peer pressure to demonstrate how well they're coping because they feel they have a reputation for being "so grounded" to live up to. They then break down at the most unexpected times.
I've had many losses in life and I've experienced each one differently. You are having your own particular experience unique to your dad's passing. It doesn't have to unfold a certain way. If it starts to feel like it's complicating your life in dramatic ways then you can seek some grief counseling. Otherwise, linger for a while if your life can accommodate it. When you start to feel ready to move ahead slowly, perhaps it would help for you and your husband to plan a short get-away as an intermediate step to returning back to your house.
During my mother's 12 year fight with cancer, I naively thought that I was prepared for her passing because I could anticipate death as her ultimate outcome. It was the moment she died that I realized that no one can be prepared for the loss of a loved one. That's the part that begins the moment the world changes because they aren't in it. You spend the rest of your life working on your new relationship to the world. Time is your friend, not because you miss them less, just that you have more practice learning to carry the loss.
Take gentle care of yourself.
Hang in there, pray often.I know,Oh how I know.
Perhaps start by going to your own home for longer periods of time, or inviting your husband or friends to come to dad's to help you start going through some of his things. Little steps.
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