I am feeling mixed emotions. I had a good time and I don't feel guilty but I have not slept we'll in three nights I asked my sis if I could stay tonight but she has to get home for a dr appointment. Is this normal to want to stay but yet at the same time I want to go gone I have been crying all morning I am very grateful for the break and sis says she is going to start coming. Every 3-4 months which is great. Moms meds changed again so I feel there is more to do when I get home. I just wondered if anyone else had these mixed feelings on there first time away. Thanks