She died yesterday. I was happy about it. For both our sakes. She stressed me out for many years and she didn't even live with me. But I'm having an emotional reaction to her death anyway. Not grief, but feeling shaky, nauseated, not myself, etc. And I have to deal with my brother and his trust also. Barbara
I imagine that part of your reaction now includes some anxiety for responsibility for handling things for your brother (let us hope for a brief period) and simply the big change in your life. Even good changes can cause us stress. Kind of like missing hiccups for a while after they are gone!
Hugs to you. Your reaction sounds very normal to me.