Awesome Peeps who care for your parents, PNlaws etc. I appreciate you all. I am very Happy Daddy Bear is moved in to his studio apt. Really my awesome Hubs did it all as I was in pain with hives/rash thingy, fatigued, seeing several Docs to figure it out. Dermatologist took one look two weeks ago stating a bit freaked out sounding YOU Should be in the hospital for wound care! WTF! I knew I looked bad as I scared one lil girl in the waiting room at the Allergist who said loudly Daddy what happened to that Lady's face, arms and legs! I laughed out loud. Any who after I had this amazing cream and Dad was out a week it was going away which is awesome. I look like I had a dermabrasion done on my face, my arms and legs look like I am an alligator but not peeling, just think skinned and purpily I will take that look over looking like a leper or cast member for the walking dead for the past three months. About Dad, I am fine when hubs runs over and deals with his needs. I answer his no less than 5 and well over 10 calls a day! One daughter said well that is great mom you have all this time now and Gpa is being taken care of. Sure as I answer yet another call and have piles of paper work and bookkeeping to do still as I am the Large Marge in Charge regarding all of Dads legal/ will /trust and money stuff. YUP It grieves me the only time I will have total peace is when Dad is with Mom. We sell the house, settle the trust and I can shut the door and walk away from it all! At times I feel badly for thinking/feeling this way but it is true. Because everyone else gets to go back to their lives after a visit or family 3 day reunion, me the hits keep going on and on. Anyone else feel this way at times. I love my Dad with all my heart he is my Daddy Bear and I am his Goldie, yet I am so freaking exhausted. I want my life back to what ever it will be now three years later of course. Hugs and thanks for being a non judgmental group of awesomeness. BB
5 to 10 calls a day is unreasonable. Call him once in the AM and once in the PM. Do not pick up the phone in between. Let it go to voicemail, which you can screen.
We leave soon for a month of respite. My sis is willing to do the month I am away. She truly is afraid I will drop out of sight and doesn't want the responsibility of the money or his dr appts. LOL So for the first time in ages I am not feeling overwhelmingly depressed or breaking out in a horrid rash. Hubs is amazing and I am so thankful.
I wish you the very best