I am trying to balance wanting to help my husband care for his parents and protecting my own mental health. My mother-in-law, in particular, is very demanding and critical. She legitimately has an anxiety disorder, but does not believe in seeking help in managing it. This results in at least 1-2 phone calls per hour, either to my husband, or me, or both, if one of us doesn't answer the phone right away. This is problematic because we live in a very rural area, and our phone service isn't always reliable depending where we are on the property. We check in with her and my father-in-law at least 4 to 5 times a day.
My mother-in-law has also made it clear that she does not approve of me - she did not come to our wedding, and even after 9 years, continues to tell me that I "stole her best friend" when my husband and I got married. She also regularly makes racial slurs (I am Hispanic, my husband is not). These get brushed off as "jokes" or just the way she was raised (in the south). My husband assures me that she loves me - you can love someone and still be abusive. I don't think those are mutually exclusive, but certainly has an adverse effect on my own mental health.
I usually try to help by choosing activities that do not require a lot of interaction with her - e.g. - doing their laundry, grocery shopping, and cooking meals. She still criticizes me, but because there is not as much one-on-one time, it is easier for me to brush it off.
Last night, my husband and I went into town by ourselves. She called 4 times in an hour and thought it was wrong that we went out without taking them with us. Point of reference, we had seen them in person 3 hours prior. Then, we came home and had dinner on our deck. The internet was sketchy, and our cell phones and house phone were not working well for about 45 minutes. During that time, she left several frantic messages and was annoyed that we hadn't picked up even though we had checked in about an hour prior. There were 4 more phone calls within a 3 hour period, to the point where we could not even have our own conversation.
I have talked to my husband about setting boundaries, but he is truly struggling. His frame of reference is a childhood and adulthood trying to please someone who can't be pleased. My own relationship with my parents is completely different, so I sometimes, have a hard time relating. My husband's other two siblings died in their 20s - which, understandably, probably contributed to my mother-in-law's unhealthy dependence and anxiety about her remaining child. However, I am 52 years old and do not think it is fair that we have to tell his mother when we leave the house, what we are doing, where we are going, etc. It is also not fair that we are expected to include them in all our activities. I feel like a teenager again, and not in a good way.
I want to be compassionate, but I also want to enjoy my life with my husband. He and I generally have a very good relationship, but I am starting to feel like the 5th wheel in my own household and marriage.
My in-laws both have some age-related mobility issues, but are both ambulatory, and my mother-in-law still drives. A few months ago, against my advice, they purchased a house that is bigger than mine and are now having trouble taking care of it. I feel like they consistently make choices that cause my husband and I to have added responsibilities. I want them to be as independent as possible for as long as they can, but I also want us to be able to enjoy our own independence.
Thank you for listening.
You can't control him or his parents, so your only option is to control your actions. When he sees that he is going to have to deal with them on his own, he might see the light and speak up.
Fingers crossed. Stay strong Farm Girl.
When Dad died and Mom stopped driving I would pick up groceries once a week. She was responsible for keeping a list and if she ran out of milk before I would not make a special run. Luckily her town had a senior transport service that took her to medical appointments.
What about when mom & dad can no longer manager the large house they never should have bought? Will DH then do all the maintenance FOR them? Or, will he move them into YOUR house and wait on them hand & foot?
NOW is the time to have a Come to Jesus meeting with your husband BEFORE anymore proverbial poop hits the fan, because it will. Trust me. Your MILs passive aggressive behavior is NOT okay and even thought it's been tolerated up until now, it will no longer BE tolerated and that's the message to send to your husband. And you also need to question HIS plans moving forward with THEIR old age. How does HE plan to handle it? Are YOU to become their care givers and bathe them and toilet them when they are no longer able to? Don't wait till it actually HAPPENS before you're gob smacked with reality. NOW is the time to make a cohesive plan, to know where you stand and to have a roadmap laid out.
Because to me, this looks like a nightmare in the making..........one that's already ongoing, but just the tip of the iceberg. When women like this get older and more infirm, oh my God.............all h*ll breaks loose with their expectations and what YOU 'should be' but somehow 'aren't' doing for her. And after all, you're a good for nothing woman he never should have married to BEGIN with, so THERE! I know from where I speak.......I was one of those wives to a husband who's mother hated my guts for our entire 22 year marriage. He never stood up for ME, either, and I never got over it. We divorced in 2002 and she died at 91 years old, after demanding everything back from me that she'd ever given us as a couple. I piled it all up in the foyer of my house and told the ex he had 24 hrs to come pick it up or I'd donate it ALL to Goodwill. And I was not kidding. He picked it up and I never uttered another word to that witch again.
I hope you and your husband can arrive at a mutually agreeable arrangement where you're both happy with the plan for his parents. Don't give up anymore of your self-worth than you already have. If your MIL doesn't like you for who and for what you ARE, she can kiss your lovely Hispanic butt. And never ask you for ONE more thing again, EVER.
Good luck!
My DH simply would not stand up for me, ever. He always told me to be the bigger person and 'deal with it'. (His mother).
Well, I was barely 20 when I married into the family, MIL was 45. WHO should have been the welcoming party and who should have made the effort to make me feel a part of the family? Obviously, MIL. I was a KID!!
I had never encountered open hatred before, from anyone in my life, so it came as a huge shock when little 'asides' became full blown attacks on my character, my looks, my weight, my methods of raising kids (of whom I had TOO MANY!)...DH never, ever stood up for me, so the abuse escalated to the point she wouldn't even TRY to be decent to me. My kids would cry on the drive home from Grandma's after the way she treated me. I would too. DH just got disgusted and angry with ME. One Christmas, when she gave everyone a gift except for me, my son was so angry he wanted to call Grandma out--I told him to let it go and learn from it. He was more hurt than I was. He cried about it--and he was in his teens.
DH dumped a LOT of her 'needs' on me and then was not grateful when I did 'whatever' and helped her out.
She does have a serious anxiety disorder and has been essentially housebound, by choice for the last 20 years. (She's 90).
The endless phone calls have stopped--at least to the landline. She accused me of never giving DH messages, but I would, of course and he wouldn't answer her, so she assumed it was ME call screening. She only calls his cell now, and I know she tries to make that be MY fault, but it isn't.
The stress of dealing with her became too great. I walked out of her house about 8 months, slammed the door behind me and will not return to her home ever again. I plan to never see her again. DH is not happy, but he's had ample time to deal with her.
If I had known how awful she was going to be to me--no way in the world I would have married my DH. There were plenty of warnings, but I was too stupid and too young to see them for what they were.
I learned about BOUNDARIES way too late to make much of a difference.
I love reading that you divorced your MIL. It always makes me chuckle.
If you wouldn’t do it to your son, why would you allow someone to do it to YOU?
I would love to be there when you look at her and CALMLY say. "You can kiss my lovely Hispanic Butt, and do not ever ask me for anything again" and stick to it. Ooh, God, it would make my day.
Remember, your husband is not a prisoner, he is a volunteer. If your husband won't cut the apron strings, maybe you should travel with some of your family members.
If you want to control phone calls, hubby needs to be onboard, too. Get parents an alert button for emergencies. Then you/hubby decide on what times to answer phone calls - don't answer outside those times. I would say to let them know early in the day you'll be unavailable today because you're going out, but if mom invites herself you just have another can of worms to deal with. Even if she calls while you're out, dismiss the call. Return a call when you get home. You may or may not break the repeated phone call thing, but you can control it.
You may be able to bounce her mean comments back to her (since it appears no one else is willing to do it). The next time she makes a comment that is critical or mean - reply in your calmest voice ever, with a hint of pain: Would you repeat what you just said. Maybe ask her to repeat it several times like you didn't hear clearly. Then, That's what I thought you said so why would you say something like that? It hurts my feelings. I'm trying to help you so it would be nice if you could just say thank you even though I didn't do it exactly like you would. Or- Your son said that you say things like that because you were raised in the south, but it still hurts my feelings. Please don't say that to me anymore. The one I use with my parent is - I do not want to play the mean game with you. What if I/someone said that to you? After you make your statement, walk away so they have time to replay it in their brain. (Kind of like having a kid sit and think about what they just said. You tell them it's hurtful, then let it sink in).
Continue to help hubby from the sidelines, but as for the bigger house that now requires more help for upkeep?? Line up some housekeepers and provide parents with names/phone numbers to come in to handle it. Again, be nice about it and say I was worried that this house might be too big, but since you're here it looks like you will need some help.
Your in-laws are competent. They bought a nice big house that THEY can take care of NOT you. Your mother n law still drives. They can take care of themselves or hire some help.
Enough is enough. They could live to 100. Dont EVER let them move in with you.,It will be h*ll if you do. Your mother n law said she doesn’t like you. She wouldn’t even come to your wedding.
My mother n law lived 15 minutes from us. She never once took her grandchildren. Never wanted to see them. I stopped going over to see her. My husband would visit her once a week for an hour or 2. That’s it. No phone calls either.
You have to get your husband on board with this. You will have 2 choices. If he isn’t on board, stay and deal with it for the rest of their lives, or leave your husband and live in PEACE!!!
So you have a child in your home, and it is further problematic in that it is HIS child, and your husband decides what is OK and what isn't.
This child-elder can be the cause (no matter her intention) of the failure of your marriage. This is not something I could agree to do for my husband. It would be difficult enough to have his child from another marriage. But at least THAT you would know going in.
You have made the choice to allow the MIL be in your home. And much like what Al-Anon teaches the struggling family member of an alcoholic, your two choices NOW are whether to stay or go. You will have little to no control on the situation ever. And certainly none on what the MIL says or does.
So I see this as more a problem with your spouse and you. MIL is THERE and has come with baggage, and I think it is really doubtful that anything will change. Your husband isn't into boundaries. You could consider counseling to set up some rules if you think it will happen. But eventually MIL will descend to the point where she is UNABLE to cooperate with boundaries. The child grows up and leaves. The elder grows down and stays.
When there is no dissention and hurt that is immediate I would, myself, explain to my husband that the marriage will not likely survive. Just so he knows what is at risk. And eventually I would make my decision for myself. It would almost certainly be to leave. IF your own decision is to stay, I would just stop argument, as it changes nothing and makes it more difficult.
I am so sorry for all you go through on a daily base. I can't even begin to imagine.
First of all bless your heart. Take a deep breath, you are not alone in this. Many of us have been there. We are the local and primary caregivers for my in-laws, and have been for many years. They have been in AL and Memory Care now for almost 2 years, but the fun never stops. 😅 My MIL has not been my biggest fan either and has said and done many things to me over the 33 years of our marriage. In this caregiving journey I choose to be background support. I realized about 10 years into our marriage there would never be anything I could do to win her approval, so I stopped trying. I consider it my responsibility to support and enable my husband to care for them, so I do a lot of the background work that they have not known I do, because if they did they would reject it because it was my idea. I did the homework on where they would move for care by taking a week of vacation and going and touring and investigating all the care options so that when the crisis happened and my husband and his brother had to make that decision, they would have all the hard work done and could proceed quickly and efficiently. I do a lot of the care and keeping, by helping him manage their clothes, and personal care issues, reminding him of birthdays, and other important dates. I am a person to bounce ideas off of. I research the problems they are facing and present my research and ideas for solutions. In your position I would keep doing the non-interactive things.
I do agree with those who said to stop the verbal abuse. It doesn’t have to be a huge confrontation. My in-laws made cutting remarks to me, about things I did or the way I parented, criticizing our children,friends and family. Nobody in my husbands family had ever dared to say anything and it had become a way of life for them. After getting Godly counsel from a mentor friend, I simply spoke up the next time in the moment. I said “Why would you say that to me? That is very hurtful and I don’t appreciate it.” They tried to say it was joking, and I just said “its not a joke if the object of your ridicule is hurt by it and I am, so please don’t ever say that again.” They were shocked into silence. They did a few other attempts at comments and got similar responses and eventually stopped. be firm. When YOU erect good boundaries it will encourage your husband to do the same. It is important to say it in the moment because they are so used to saying things like that, they will not even remember saying it if you go back later. You need to say it in the moment so they can either “defend” their words, or maybe stop to think about what they said and apologize. This way you don’t have to carry the wound. You can deflect it on the spot.
As far as the constant calling, I would suggest 2 things: set a schedule with MIL on days and times you will check in. Stick to it. Write it down and laminate it and post it at her house as a reminder. Reassure her of your love but tell her that it is overwhelming your ability to perform your life duties and YOU and your DH need more structure so you will have uninterrupted time for her. Tell her your hubby will call in the morning, at lunch and after dinner. If she has things she needs to tell him between those times make a note (get her a notebook or white board.) Then stick to it and don’t take calls any other time. Tell FIL that if there is a TRUE emergency HE can call and leave a message and you’ll check it right away. STICK TO IT. It takes 21 days for a new routine to take hold, so expect bumps along the way. BUT try it for at least 30 days and then reevaluate along the way. Have set days/times that you/your husband will go by there to take care of things they need help with. Maybe Saturday morning and Wednesday evening? Pick 1 day a week to make them a meal and go to their place and eat it together. Make it a big deal that it’s “family dinner day”-it will give her something to look forward to. Maybe once a month have your kids join if they can!
Learning to vocalize what isn't acceptable and/or the hurt it causes is most definitely needed at the "very moment" it happens just as when trying to tell a child what they are doing is not right (or even when training a dog - you have to do that too in the moment of their bad behavior otherwise, they have no idea why you're unhappy with something they've done wrong).
Great advice and what a wonderful job you've done with maintaining both your marriage through all of this as well as providing the necessary caregiving responsibilities for your in- laws -- well done!
Your situation like mine, my wife never established boundries with her Mother. She enabled her Mother by waiting on her even when she was still quite able bodied, as her Mothers situation worsened with age it of course became impossible for her to pull back or set boundaries. Your husband MUST stand up for you to his Mother. If he does not I promise you this will ONLY get worse. My wife sided with her Mother,made excuses for her, told me I had to tolerate it etc. Her Mother knew it and took FULL advantage of it. I finally could not take the abuse from her Mother I had to leave, in 2017. I NEVER stepped back into her Mothers house again. The problem here is your suffering from 2 abusers. His Mother and him not taking a stand is abusive towards you. I will tell you there is NO deeper more degrading feeling and demolishing for yuor self esteeem than living in a daily sitution where the most important person in your life is not on your side.
This buying the bigger house was a purposeful act to suck your husband in deeper. I will tell you my wife inherited the home her parents lived in and for some reason this house was always very important to her. (she did not grow up in it)Now she lives there ALONE. Her children only visit when they absolutly must. She paid a HIGH,HIGH price to get this house and to keep her Mother happy. We did not need it. we had a home and my income would have more than covered a comfortable retirement.
Talk to ANY shrink, priest, rabbi etc. They will tell you the needs of the marriage MUST come first. If your husband is not willing to stand up to his Mom and say "Mom if you cannot treat my wife with reasonable courtesy and respect she AND I will have no choice but to remove ourselves from your life. He will have to be prepared to act on that. Keep in mind the parents situation will only worsen AND our parents are living FAR longer than ever expected. You have only been married for 9 years. You do not mention children. I stayed because we had children. Now that my children are adults they chastise me for staying. Asking Why did you let us stay in this bad situation. Now that they are adults they fully believe we would have been better off getting out of this and leaving their Mother behind if she would not leave. Bottom line your husband is on your side and the two of you are united... or your not. I know all too well there is no middle ground here. If your not united then you must for your own health and well being leave the marriage. Again from experience the longer you wait the harder it is and the harder it is to recover from this and get on with your life. Notice I use words like "must" not "maybe", or you should think about it". I promise you there just is no middle ground here.
First of all, I want to say I'm so sorry that your marriage ended because of this type of situation. You're first paragraph said where the problem began and continued to lie. For some reason when we are not brought up with the healthy boundaries of being allowed to be a "separate" individual, it gets more difficult if next to impossible when many years have gone by. It can be done but, it is exponentially more difficult.
I agree with "Taarna's," suggestion for "FarmGirl21" to read "Boundaries" by Dr. Henry Cloud and Dr. John Townsend. That by far was the most beneficial book I'd ever read as it applies to every type of relationship i.e. friendships, co-workers, siblings etc. (I used it for my relationship with my half sister). Most books just talk about the problem but, never "how to" go about changing it. This one gave very methodical and practical ways to the point I actually put it into action - successfully!
God does say we are to "leave" (our family of origin) and "cleave" (to our spouse) - He said that for a reason. A marriage is between two people; not three, not five but, two.
I'm just sorry that your adult children are upset with you for staying in the marriage for them. I understand your reason for doing so and also, I know from personal experience what they feel. Very tough call to make that's for sure.
I hope you are able to mend the relationships with your children over time and that you will be able to keep moving forward.
Your advice was firm yet, filled with wisdom!
As for yourself, your MIL is abusive to you - and your husband. Talk about the type of life you want to have together, Decide how much you both want to interact with your in-laws. Start creating that life now. I would suggest cutting back on the phone messages and phone calls - let them go to voice mail. You may have to firmly advise MIL to seek mental health care for her anxiety.., or continue to limit your exposure to her toxic comments and behaviors.
There is no excuse for the racial slurs. Simply tell her to never make unacceptable remarks to you again. Feel free to walk away whenever she starts.
Is she condescending towards you? Racial slurs are not the least bit funny. They are offensive. Go ahead and tell her that you are offended by her insensitive remarks.
When she says that you stole her best friend, tell her that he married you because he loved you so much that he couldn’t bear the thought of being without you.
You don’t have to live your life to appease her anxiety. She isn’t likely to change her behavior since she won’t seek mental health help. In other words, don’t jump through a million hoops and make yourself miserable.
Explain to your husband that you feel that he is allowing his mom to manipulate him and that you miss being number one in his life.
I wouldn’t bother explaining anything to her. All that will do is open the door to more unnecessary criticism and cause frustration all around.
It is sad that she lost other children which is even more reason that she should seek professional help because she is struggling coping.
It is perfectly normal to grieve but she does need to learn coping skills or possibly go on medication for awhile.
This woman probably does feel affection towards you - after all, you've been making her son happy for almost a decade - and probably feels therefore that her remarks are mere affectionate banter. They're not, and it's not funny. Why should anyone expect to be teased and mocked in their most intimate family circle?
Who else do MIL and FIL have in their life? Friends, social circle, other family?
That she feels unusually anxious to know at all times where he is and what he's doing is one thing. It's a problem, but it's a comparatively simple one with an identifiable root. But the demands she makes on his attention back to her are excessive all the same. When she makes these frantic phone calls, what are they supposedly about? Does she just say "I didn't know where you were" or does she come up with real or spurious reasons for calling?
There also seem to be spurious reasons for calling, including having him come and "check on them" for various non-emergency issues. Last time, it was that she couldn't open a medication bottle. I had already placed all of their medications for the week in a daily dosing container to help track adherence, so I have no idea why she needed to open it right then. My father-in-law didn't even know she had called for help - he said he could have opened it. When she called, my husband wasn't feeling well, so I told him I would go over there instead. She was mad when she saw it was me - she "would have figured it out on her own" if she knew that he wasn't going to come himself.
And no, they do not have a social circle outside of us - suggested activities and outlets are criticized and rejected unless my husband and I are also going to be there. We are the only family in the area. Our son is about 4 hours away, and the rest of the family is about 9 hours away. I am sure it is challenging for them, but I would really like the opportunity to make some connections myself that do not involve them.
I really appreciate your response!
As you have already said, the loss of her two other children may be at the root of this. It's no good telling a woman to get off his back, he's a big boy now, when she's been through that horrendous experience.
But, you are equally right to think she could do with some help with this issue, and to think that it's about time there were better boundaries.
Trouble is, it's not you who needs to set them (which you also know) - it's your DH. Would HE consider getting some professional support with this?