When my Mom cries and say's things like "I won't get to see my Grandson's get married" I don't know how to get her to stop. I just get depressed right along with her. When I take her to the doctors and they ask her how she's doing and is she experiencing depression, she always tells them no. I am an only child and feeling very overwhelmed with everything.
In the meanwhile, try to get outside for some fresh air everyday. Take a few minutes for personal self care daily, even if you have to go lock yourself in your room, car, bathroom and even if it's to do nothing but have a few minutes of silence for yourself. Make everyone else wait while you do this and don't feel guilty about it. Start writing a journal or come on over to the "grossed out" thread and post there. You will find support there. If you feel like crying then CRY, it's okay.
Other things you can do to help fight depression is to eat healthy, dump the excess fats and most importantly sugary foods, except for fresh fruit. Drink lots of water everyday and get some form of exercise daily even if it's only a walk around the block or a few trips up and down stairs or a step or two. All of these things will give your body the right stimulation to produce healthy hormones/body chemistry that will naturally fight depression. Exercise even in light small amounts produce chemicals in your brain that fights depression naturally so you won't have to get them in a pill form from a doctor. These are things you can do that will save you time and money because you don't have to go to the doctor for them. Of course, if you don't want to do any of the above you can go to the Doctor and get on anti-depressants. We all have our preferences. Just don't let yourself get caught up in the rut of telling yourself that you have no time or energy to take care of yourself... once you let go of your self care then you are setting yourself up for health problems of your own.. if you feel that you can't take care of yourself and your mother, then get help and get that healthy balance. It is proper humility to recognize your limitations rather than to try to do it all and be someone you are not.
Most of all pay attention to your thoughts... are you repeating negative thought patterns over and over in your head? for example, every time your Mother asks for something do you repeat... "now what" or "this is killing me" or "I can't do this anymore" note these statements might be a reflection of your feelings and it's normal to feel this way at times but if thoughts like these are dominating your thoughts they will tear you down bit by bit and drain all your energy. If you find you are doing this with your thoughts perhaps you can catch yourself when you do it and purposely replace a thought with a more positive ones like " I will get through this" or "I will find help soon", try this and see if you don't feel better at the end of the day. Also, it might sound silly but wrap your arms around yourself and give yourself a hug everyday and tell yourself what a good person you are and that you are doing the best you can. You need this.
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My heart goes out to all you who are now caregivers. Try Meditation it helps to relax you and you can do that as you sit with the family member. That is what I did and I tried to plan everything in my life pretty much around her naps so that I could be more in the moment with her. Try it... I admire all you folks so much. Those who have not experienced caregiving will never understand what we give up or what we go through or the real feelings of unconditional love. You are all so... awesome!!!! You are an inspiration!
Her/your MD can do some simple tests with an interview and tell if it is DEPRESSION. If it is, then treat it with meds and get into a depression help group. you will get alot of help from them.
I don't know all of your circumstances, but try to get help for your mom and delegate things in anyway that you can. When things became too much for me and my dad's near constant beligerent attitude wore me down, I enlisted the help of in home-caregivers to do things like the cooking, light cleaning, grocery shopping, etc. that I felt comfortable not having to do myself. This freed me up to manage the health stuff with more energy. They are not cheap but fortunately I was able to get my dad on board.
Believe me, I know how hard it is to manage someone else's life (and health) for them especially when they can't or won't do it for themselves - I am on my 3rd LARGE notebook for dad and have MANY files used to run my dad's life for him.
Sounds like your mom could benefit from an anti-depressant. This will help her tremendousy and help you too. There is nothing wrong with getting some medication for yourself too to see you through this time. Remember, you are no good to your mom if you burn out.
Good luck and take care of both of you,
Carol