Honor thy father and thy mother so long as ye shall live. My elderly mother who is suffering from a stroke has turned from an angel
to a cruel hearted, meanspirited and anger minded, hateful vicious mother. Pitting one sibling against the other. Keeping up strife in the family. Continuing to favor some siblings over the other siblings. Will she ever change? . she is 85 year old.
If this is truly a total change in her personality as a result of her stroke (and presumably the dementia following it) then I would pity this poor person who cannot control her behavior and is afflicted with severe mental disorder. I would honor her by acknowledging that I could not personally take care of her, but trying to see that she got good care.
And if she has always been cruel, mean-spirited, angry, and vicious, then I would be extremely grateful that I managed not to turn out the same way. I would remove myself as much as possible from the situation. I probably would get some therapy to help heal the deep wounds having such a parent would cause.
Unless there is a medical reason for this behavior and it can be corrected, then, no, I think she will not change.
On the other hand, if she played favorites before (not sure if that's what you mean by "continuing") then she was not quite an angel, and that won't change
But really, the Bible does say honor your parent "even if his mind fails him..." It doesn't say you have to pretend that it isn't so, and that's what may have happened to your mom. She's not herself, she's not thinking with clarity and empathy, and you would honor her best by pulling the siblings together and making sure everyone knew that she was complaining about each to the other and that it all should be taken with a grain of salt. Maybe get one of the therapists, probably the speech and language therapist to explain to all together how the stroke has affected her language, emotions, and reasoning.
"Honoring" doesn't mean taking every word and judgement at its face value when you really can't, and certainly wouldn't mean taking it to heart, but may mean trying to make her life a little better in any way you actually can.
This stuff is not at all easy when it is your parent, and I hope there is help for all of you in handling what sounds like a pretty major curve ball that's come your way.
Honoring a parent can take many forms. We were only taught one way in Sunday School - just do what your parent say and don't question it or you might get stoned to death like the sassy children of the Bronze Age did. We're adults now and no longer fear stoning from back-sass. The relationship with parents has changed dramatically, even if it's not in blinking neon before your eyes. The Bible didn't say "honor your parents at all costs, regardless of the consequences".
I honor my mother by making sure she is safe from herself and the world she can no longer navigate. I honor myself and my family by having boundaries with her that are concrete with rebar. I manage her money and bills, and am the contact for the place she now lives. As her care level has gone up, oddly, my involvement has gone down. Other people tend to her daily cares, medical, psychological, and therapy needs. We visit her about once a month, which is plenty.
Stroke and dementia can each cause major personality changes, and part of the agony is mourning the person who is gone, and having to learn how to deal with the Angry Bird who took their place.
This site is a great place to come blow off steam, vent, complain, and find others also in the same boat right there with you!
Hm. It's a long time since I underwent any religious instruction, but pondering that line, and bearing in mind how practical the commandments are, the injunction seems to me to be pretty clear as a guide to enlightened self interest. You honour your parents because it's incumbent on you - and by the way sets a good example to succeeding generations. It says nothing at all about those parents' just deserts.
There's no great virtue in being kind and loving to kind and loving people, or just to just ones, or merciful to merciful ones. The challenge is to extend kindness to people one doesn't feel especially kind about.
Normally I'd say if you don't want to do it, don't do it - but you're the one who brought up the honour of the thing. Well, then that's the challenge the commandments have set you. I don't think you're necessarily expected to meet it 100%.
It is hard to gauge from your post whether you are being sincere or ironic about your mother's having been 'an angel.' Especially as you then go on to ask if she will ever change. If her stroke did indeed produce an abrupt change in her personality, then a) what do you think a stroke would do for the sweetness of your temper? and b) if it hasn't already been addressed by her doctors this change in her behaviour must be reported.
Having a hard time doing so? This is normal. But do you remember the time when she does crazy things for you just to make you happy? Do you remember all those times wherein she had to wake up in wee hours in the morning to breastfeed you or to prepare your milk or to sing you a lullaby to sleep at 3AM in the morning? I guess you are getting my point here. This is the time wherein you need to take care of your Mom, no if’s and but’s just like the way she had took care of you when you were a rascal yourself.
I am not telling you to live every day with anxiety and stress just to be able to give in to the unjust and emotionally painful antics of your Mom. Of course as a responsible adult, you need to lead your Mom to a better place and a better situation.
What are the things that lead your Mom into becoming like this? Does she lack attention from you, your siblings and family member? Your Mom is in a phase or stage wherein she chooses to hurt and be a pain to others rather than embraces and accepts the pain and hardships and issues that she has in her life right now. This is how she is coping after the stroke. The best that you can do is to unravel all her worries and issues with her stroke, address these issues and help her figure out her way out of this pit hole to help her become the lovable and loving Mom you used to have. Your Mom, the old Mom you used to know is still in there. You just need to break in and be able to reach out to her to be able to do so.
Openly talk to her about your intentions of making things better between you and her as well as with the rest of the family. Do not give up on your Mom. She’s 85 and you hardly know how long she’ll be able to be with you. She is your Mom, she deserves all the chances and opportunities to be in a better situation that what she has right now.
So the question is, why were those children still trying to care? The daughter was pretty stone-faced about everything, the two sons - poor lads - were in pieces.
That woman was furiously angry. God knows what about, in fact I dread to think what about, but she was in a permanent rage. What I'm trying to get at is that she wasn't wrong, either. She didn't want help. She didn't want to be meddled with. When she said she wanted to be left alone, she was speaking the plain truth. It wasn't the children's fault that she was angry, but it was also something they could never, ever hope to soothe. What are we hoping for? That some deep hurt, nothing to do with us, beyond our knowledge, can be cured by our love? We must be barking! We want love from our parents, but we assume that they have it in the first place. And what if they haven't? Why can we not admit that small possibility?
BrightBod, the thing is that there are women who bore children, and perhaps loved them in their own private way, who were never emotionally equipped to do the job. Children love their mothers because they need to, and that early-formed habit usually stays with us. But the relationship is not equal and opposite. I think it can even be cruel to encourage people to try to elicit love from someone who is incapable of providing it. Unrequited love is an incredibly hard thing to accept, especially for a child, but if that's what you're dealing with then you'd do better to face it.
Love does not overcome mental illness any more than a teacup of water could put out the Hindenburg. Everybody in the family loved her, but not one of them could help her. That helplessness turned into apathy over time. She wasn't interested in getting help, so everybody got tired and went away.
What I'm tryign to say here is that this burden is NOT of the child's making. Child being the little ones staying quiet in the closet to avoid mom's hellfire, and the 40+ year old ones who go into vapor lock when somebody at work exhibits the same outrageous confrontational behaviors.
So many people have said to me that I must be some kind of saint to have come back to get mom, place her, and tend to her affairs. Nobody would have blamed me for walking away and never talking to her again. Believe me, the thought crossed my mind many times.
I braved the full ugly dragon of her mental illness and decrepitation strictly out of mercy. I can't say it was love. Just mercy. She didn't ask to be mentally ill. Something in life made her that way, and thank the good Lord above I got out of it alive. Most children of Cluster A & B personality disorders end up with all the same problems themselves.
The whole time I was packing up her hoarded mess, fighting her off so we could actually tape up boxes, listening to her insane yelling and insults and put downs as we worked, I wondered "Why in hades am I doing this? I must be crazy."
When I got her up here and settled into my house I wondered "What have I done to my family!" It was pure living hell.
I did it out of love and respect for my father, who has been gone almost 20 years soon. He treated mom like a princess and she never wanted for anything while they were married. There was not a better more loyal, longsuffering man on this earth. She kicked him while he was down, making his life living nonstop h*ll after his stroke and the chestpain from having to listen to this shrieking harpy day & night gave him his 4th & final heart attack. He never woke up.
I do it for him. He would want to make sure she was taken care of, and she is. I do it for her, because she is a human being under there somewhere, who has problems that were never treated for her entire life. We all paid the price for that.