I know how the title may sound, but I am not fit to be my grandmother's caregiver, yet I am slowly being forced into this role. A bit of background: My fiance and I own our house, and my mother and grandmother used to live with us. At the beginning of the pandemic, my mother moved out to live with her boyfriend, but my grandmother stayed with me. She has been widowed for years, before I was born even, and her sisters live far away. She has started having a lot of health problems like kidney disease, constant cold feeling, stomach problems, memory loss, and confusion.
I am not a healthy individual at all. I have mobility issues due to a chronic illness, I have OCD and memory issues, and I have a chronic feeling of nausea that makes me unable to work. I also have difficult hormonal issues which lead to things like hot flashes, infertility, and so on. Because of these issues, I cannot drive or cook a lot, and I must be in a clean environment.
She has started to claim that the house is "her house" so she gets to do things like have the heat up, cook using our food and not clean after, and so on. She berates me a lot, saying things like why don't I have children yet, or why am I here and not my mother when I don't do anything. I suffer a lot because of this, and if I make any argument I am the bad person and need to apologize as if I also do not have a lot of difficult issues to deal with. I have tried to talk with my mother about finding her a care facility, but she refuses to intervene. I love my grandmother and I don't blame her for her health issues and how she acts now because of them, but I physically and mentally cannot be her caretaker and have no help in this. My fiance tries his best to help us both but I refuse to make him take care of someone else in addition to me, because at least he agreed to help me beforehand. Is there any advice for what to do before I am fully forced into this caretaker role doing things like helping her bathe or driving her to doctors when I am not allowed to drive and so on? Thank you
I'll give you a personal example to drive this home- two of our family members had 10 children. When the time came for them to need care, they went into a multi needs assisted living facility- not any of their children's homes.
It's not fair to someone to be thrust into the caregiver role when they cannot nor do not want to do it. In the case of an elder who has lived their life, they are now taking the life out of their caregiver if that caregiver does not want to be in that role!
I completely understand how your grandmother now feels it is "her" house so she can take over. I am going through some of this with my mom (you can see my "rules" I made up, which have worked to some degree :). She sees herself as being in charge due to being the grandmother.
Is there some way you and your mom can get together to come up with a plan for either home health aides or placement?
More than taking her as a responsibility, you are saying "thank you for abusing me" (emotionally, psychologically) by putting up with it.
Why do you accept this behavior? Really.
Sit down:
(1) with yourself and write in a journal and ask yourself "what is running me?" Why am I taking on this role?
(2) discuss with your fiance reasons why you allow her to dis-empower you. You need to find you inside you and take back your God/dess given personal power (develop self-esteem, self-worth, self-respect, boundaries, realizing you deserve all this).
AND . . . BY THE WAY, where is YOUR mother? It's her mother, why isn't she taking on this responsibility. Too busy with her boyfriend?
* STOP. This is a family matter, not a burden on a granddaughter.
* Once you get clear with your needs with yourself, you will have more / the strength to do what you need to do - yes, it may be hard as you are used to allowing her (and others?) to treat you this way; expect it to bring out lots of emotions (and emotional pain) inside you.
You need to:
(1) facilitate her moving
(2) Talk to her directly about options;
(3) Do NOT allowing her to blow you over like a steamroller.
* "IF" moving her out is not an option, you need to:
- Get caregiver help. You pay, she pays, your mom pays.
- You need your space.
* Best scenario - start loving yourself and look for options.
* I send you healing thoughts and ask that you pray to whatever or whoever to gain the strength to take the steps you need to take. Do NOT allow anyone to abuse you/r good will, and vulnerability. I asked God or some spiritual entity to give me the Serenity ... Read the serenity prayer. It will help you if you really process/consider it thoughtfully. Gena.
Does she have a POA? for healthcare? finances?
The only way (from my perspective) that you are 'forced into' this role is by you thinking this is true. You have to make other arrangements for her to live elsewhere.
- Start looking: whatever she can afford be it an apt., senior housing with varying levels of care, county/state financial assistance. Do your homework and be prepared.
You all got time for a man...get priorities set. Family first. Your mother is the most wrong here. Grandma will likely leave her $ to the church which is good too. Grandma too needs to be considerate...it's a 3-way here but again, i find the fault with your mother. Prayers.
Caution: having her go to your mom's house for a few days and changing the locks on your home could backfire if your mom brings her back and leaves her on the front porch...Potential Solution: Find a place nearby to park your car(s) and thus make it appear that you and fiance are not home.
In addition, follow advice given to talk with social worker and get a lawyer to provide one free consult visit.
Grace + Peace,
Old Bob
More often than not when an elder moves in certain bad behaviors start up which enables them to take over someone else's home. It's YOUR house not hers and don't forget it. Don't let grandma forget it either.
Because of your many health issues your doctor might be able to advise you on how to get your grandmother out of your house and what people you should talk to. If you have other family members who would be willing to take her in, speak to them too.
Then get together with your mom and tell her that grandma has to be out of your house within a month. It's very important that you stick to a timeline. Otherwise you will be stuck forever in the care situation. Your mom must be given the amount of time you specify to make arrangements for her mother. If she refuses to take any action, then you will have to. When the time you specify is up, pack up grandma's things then drop her off at mom and boyfriend's house. Or you will have to do what is known as an ER dump. That is bring your grandmother to the ER of your town's hospital and tell them she is in need of what is called a 'Social Admit' because you refuse to and are physically unable to care for her in your home. Grandma will be admitted to the hospital. Then a social worker will come and speak with you. The social worker will try to find other family willing to take her in and provide care for her. If they cannot find any they will keep her in the hospital until they find placement in a care facility.
Expect your mom and your grandmother to resist. They will likely think you're bluffing and won't take action and that everything will stay as it is because you're just angry. Don't let this happen.
Warn them and give them both a month to find a new place for grandma. If they refuse to then you have to do what must be done and drop her off at the ER.
All the reasons in the world are secondary to the fact that you don’t want this for your life.
Help her find a new place to live.
if you choose to spend lots of time together, it won’t be forced.
Not knowing the whole story or any of you... I cannot fairly form an opinion, and opinions are irrelevant anyway. However, knowing the dynamics of the elderly care world with all its thorns and legalities... I suggest you, your fiance, and grandma go to dinner at Mom's house, just a little visit... then while you and grandma visit with mom and boyfriend... fiance can unload grandma's suitcases (with clothing and personal items) and sit them on the front lawn, stoop, whatever. Then you and fiance simply walk out the door, get in your car, and drive away. You already changed your locks in advance and you left grandma in a 'safe' place. If mom gets angry... big deal. Onward...
Yes, they may be angry and upset. But you know what you can do, and that's the way it will have to be.
I am one who said "no way" was dad going to live with me and my siblings, aunts and cousins were appalled. I know I'm not patient and don't have the personality for it. It's not that I dont' move mountains to help in other ways. I'm the POA and completely take care of all the other stuff, including doctors appointments and finding assisted living and health care aids and buying him 'gadgets" and items to make his life easier. But I know I'm not cut out to live with him. We had him here for 9 months due to Covid but we finally placed him in assisted living this week. YAY! Now we can eat the way we want to (he only likes meat and potatoes), walk around in PJs (or less), leave to do errands together, etc. Please don't feel guilty... you will do what you can do for her but you need your life too.
If you cannot do it, then don't.
In my opinion--if your mom is forcing you to care for her mother so she could be with her boyfriend, that sounds like she is using and abusing you, and neglecting her responsibilities caring for her own mother. Call your local state's division of adult protective services and see what they say.
She is most likely going to have to go to a nursing home. If she is on Medicaid this is easy with a doctor's order. You are going to have to phone her doctor, and there is a lot of other legalities like power of attorney--again this is not something you can be forced into; if needed she can get a court appointed legal guardian.
If she ever gets hospitalized, even on the psych ward, or for anything else, refuse to take her back.
Here is an interesting link regarding eldercare resources; the bottom of this article contains the links of State agencies. Check it out! *Each link contains very very useful resources and information for your State*
https://www.eldercaredirectory.org/state-resources.htm
You and Fiance take her to look at a couple places to choose from.
#2 Ya'll pack up a suitcase and take Grandma to your mom's place and leave her there.
#3. You can also next trip to the Hospital when it's time to discharge her, let them know there isn't a safe place for your Grandma to live and you're no longer able to care for her and they need to find her a place to go to.
Mare sure you Do Not Check Her Out.
The Hospital will have to find a place for her.
Are you Grandma's POA?
Best Wishes
After she takes her, change the locks immediately. If it is your house. That is your moms job, not yours. Be prepared for your mother & grandmother to go ballistic but too bad. Tell them you have been trying to discuss this issue and getting nowhere, because it's convenient for them, but you deserve a life too. And your tired of it. Then tell them to make other arrangements. Your not going to be abused in your own home any longer. I hope you own it, or your mother and grandmother will insist she live there. Are you poa? Who is?
Its time your mom stepped up. Your mom screwed you over on purpose. She wasted no time leaving for a bf. She didn't want to be there. Your mom isn't your friend. You have to stand up for yourself. It is going to get ugly because they will want you to stay in that role. Dont cave. Tell them you love them but can't any more. Good luck.
If mom is only child, then talk to her about making other arrangements. You need to be a little firmer with mom. She left her own mother to move in with her boyfriend - why can't she come and get her mom and share HER home? If you don't think that will work, then ask mom if she will take mom for a week or two to give you a break. Maybe you can get g'ma over there and then take her belongings sometime after that. Or, tell mom she needs to get her rear end over to your house on a regular schedule to take care of her own mother - no excuses. Tell mom to be there at specific time because you are leaving and don't want g'ma there alone for long. Leave the house (even if you just go around the corner to see if your mom arrives)
If none of this is going to get your mom's attention to a responsibility that belongs more to her than you - then call g'mas dr or write a letter to let him know that your mother abandoned g'ma with you and you cannot physically care for her any longer - give details of the care she needs. In the letter, ask him for an appointment to bring her in for evaluation to see if she is eligible for nursing home care. This way you don't have to have a big blow out with g'ma before the dr visit, dr will know why you're there, and you can find out if she could even be eligible to go to nursing home. If she has any money of her own, she may be able to pay for assisted living, memory care, or whatever her needs are. If she has very little money, she may already be eligible for Medicaid for the NH bed.
The OP's profile says that the grandmother is 71. The grandmother's health issues and care needs aren't very clear: what are they?
How did grandmother and mother come to be living in the OP's house, and when did they move in?
It seems very clear that the OP is in no condition to be an older person's caregiver, and in any case doesn't want to be which settles the matter all by itself. But to get from point A (here) to point B (grandmother not living with or depending on the OP any more) we'd need to understand much more about what their situation is.
Even if the court approves it, and does it quickly (hah!), how and where would she find a place to go? Can she afford rent? Is her confusion and memory loss a sign of dementia? If she's been living with you, there's no property to sell to cover MC cost. Does she have any assets or just SS income?
I would start with doctors - yours and hers. Obviously the stress isn't doing you any good, so get your doc on board. Have a chat with her doc, and lay it out clearly that she has health issues that you can't take care of and she needs help. Make sure they understand your mother is next of kin, NOT you. While mom was living with you, she probably took care of her mother, but why didn't she take her along to the BFs place? Does she talk to you at all? Is she not willing to even help get paperwork in place to find her mother a place?
Calling APS may be useful, can't hurt, but from what I've read about them on this forum, I wouldn't hold my breath! The more people you can get on board, the more likely you can find a resolution. There does need to be a plan in place for her, which includes an appropriate place to live and the care she needs. Eviction isn't going to provide that.
Nobody wants to make a sick old woman homeless. it's about getting her a better plan/more care/more suitable place to live.
If the Doctor won't discuss her medical issues (no POA), as the OP I'd discuss MY issues. Eg My Mother was caring for my Grandma in my home, but Mom moved out. Grandma is sick & needs a lot of help which I can't do. What do I do? Who can help?
I would think then bringing Grandma to that Doctor for a 'checkup' would get things happening.
This is the path I started on - but different as I didn't live with my relative. I told the story to the Doctor. Was asked to bring her in for eval. Mine refused, so I took a giant step back & out & have not set a foot caregiving since. If living together I would have made it an ultimatum. *Checkup at the Doctor because the Doctor says so, or I will leave you in front of the hospital* Bit of blackmail... let's call it Tough Love.