How do you handle a Father when out of the blue nobody cares, complains about siblings we're all bad kids etc What do you do or say? He no longer drives and asked my retired brother if he would take him around the old farms and to see his sister that is an hour away. Brother did not reply, so dad informs me that none of us care and we will do whatever we want to do...this is a small sample...one other thing that he gets very angry about is our mothers funeral from 2 1/2 yrs ago that he was left alone and it all went wrong? the other is nobody tells him what is going on that he is not included? I see him face to face 5 days a week, 3 sons see him a couple of days a week. We all call daily. I take him once a month (if I can get time off of work)to his sisters town to see her and to go to an accordion playing group. I have walked away, I have screamed back, I have mention the times we spend together. Which all give me a guilty feeling!
Maybe you should try to get him tested for dementia. It can really sneak up on you. I didn't recognise it with my Dad for a couple years. Just thought he was being a poop head. You should also read about dementia and depression on this site. Lots of good info. You could be dealing with one or both issues.
The thing is, what he says is *partly* true. A very small part, but there is a grain of truth. The problem is that from time to time that grain is all he can see. At times when he is down, he has things wildly out of perspective; but that is how he sees it, and the only way to change his point of view is to start out by sharing it.
Look at the situation from his perspective. Now a lot of the time there are plenty of people showing him that they do indeed care, very much, and helping him to continue with all of the activities he enjoys. But, life being what it is, there are other times when people are busy, or absent, or when things just go horribly horribly wrong - not from anyone's ill intent or culpable negligence, but because that's life. Things go pear-shaped. They just do.
Take the funeral as an example. It's one of those experiences when all you can do is close your eyes and wail internally: you might bitterly regret what happened, even if none of it was your fault, but even so there is nothing you can do to change or remedy the fact. All you can do is agree with your father that it was a terrible thing, and sit by him reflecting together. Then you can move him gently on, perhaps, to happier memories.
To help with the guilt that you feel, ask yourself whether a given accusation is true, and isolate what part of it is true, and look at whether you have in fact done anything wrong by action or omission (hint: probably not). E.g. the incident with your brother's not replying to your father's request, leading to your father's accusation that "none" of you care. The grain of truth in that accusation is that the lack of reply *could* mean that your brother didn't care enough about that request to respond to it. Now that is a very long way from "none" of you caring about him; but it is a possibility. Acknowledge it. Then point out that your brother's email was down and you hadn't been able to get hold of him yourself; or that you happened to know he was away attending to his in-laws' business; or whatever might be the perfectly valid reasons for his lack of response. Then further point out that the plan to visit the old places and see his sister is indeed on the family agenda and will be put into action very soon.
I suppose what I'm getting at is that your father's view of reality is distorted, but his feelings about his own reality are real and need to be accepted before they can be changed. It's hard, and it's sad, and it can drive you up the wall. But at the heart of it you know that your father is loved by his family, and attended to by them, and that's why it hurts you when he says these things. Which makes you a good child, not a bad one, who has every right to let go of the guilt.
When there is a dramatic, noticeable change in behavior, like the one you are describing, it is because something has really changed inside of your dad's head. His perceptions have changed. Here are some things to think about.
1. This is "normal," that is to say, it happens to a lot of people . Read, read, read on this site and you will see how common this is. Also, you will see that your dad is having a mild problem at this moment: other stories here are much more severe. But, beware, your dad's situation will not stay as it is today. It will get worse with time.
2. The first reaction and the easiest is anger. You feel that he is being unreasonable and ungrateful. He is--but he cannot help it. Something has changed. We all react first with anger and frustration and regret it later. So, skip that and go straight to a solution.
3. Get your dad to a geriatric doctor, as Windyridge suggested. You will save yourself a LOT of time, frustration and trouble, if you take your dad to a geriatric specialist. They are the only ones who really understand the disease of dementia and related diseases, and the medications that can help him. There are many levels and stages of intervention. For example, my mom's family doctor gave her meds but too little to have any impact and she became uncontrollably angry and meddlesome (she called the police on me!). She eventually needed to go to a senior behavioral clinic for ten days to have her meds straightened out. But her situation was worse than your dad's--similar in the paranoia but more extreme. On the right meds my mom is now a pussy cat and always happy to see me. She plays bridge daily and has a nice time.
4. If your dad refuses to go to the doctor, ignore him. Just take him and that is that. Tell him he is going out for ice cream and firs there is just one stop. This sort of lying is necessary and all part of the strategizing... You are not cheating or hurting him. You are looking out for his welfare.
5. As many will suggest, you can always turn to Assisted Living (AL) but try these other options. Try the correct medications first.
Good luck!
It seems to me that he has a "right" to his depression in that he's lost so much. As others have noted, he's only seeing the grain of truth - his truth. He's incapable of seeing the full picture. Whether this is a sign of dementia is hard to tell. It certainly does sound like depression.
Depression can sometimes be treated easily with medication - other times not. Medications are sadly limited in how they work so far and they aren’t right for many people, yet they do help a significant number of people so a doctor may want to consider this.
Whatever is wrong, he needs to see a doctor. His physical health needs to be checked, His medications need to be reviewed. His mental health should be evaluated.
I agree that a certain amount of agreeing with him is good. Even without dementia being present, someone with depression is not helped by people saying "oh, you don't have it so bad." For everyone's sake, it often helps to sympathize. But medical attention is needed to sort this out.
A geriatrician would be ideal as a starting point. If this aging specialist thinks that a psychiatrist and/or a neurologist is needed then you can move forward with that.
Read through this thread again and when you have time, browse other threads. There are wonderful people here with great wisdom. We'd love to have you keep us updated on how things are going.
Carol
It can also present as a situational event such as a death. Sometimes medication is required, in this case also. Sometimes medication is not required. (this is rare)
Allow the Physician or Psychiatrist or the RN, NURSE PRACTITIONER assigned to the individual to make the assessment. qualified to make the DX.
What you can do is to get the proper care, for all involved.
Depression is the most painful disease there is. Each day the person faces a horrible world and cannot bring himself out of it. They become inervated and cannot pull themselves up. Have you talked to his physician about this. There are lots of medicines which may just help take the edge off. Unfortunately depressed people resent taking "happy" pills but it is necessary just like insulin is necessary if one has diabetes. His physician may prescribe something or recommend a psychiatrist or therapist. Sometimes caregivers need therapy or calming med also. He needs loving care and so do you. Luanne 30
Is it possible your Dad is deeply grieving all of the losses that have suddenly, like the proverbial chickens, "come home to roost'? It might be well to contact someone who is well trained in the process of grief to spend some time with your dad.
I have a major depressive disorder, which is well managed right now. I'm repeating some of what others have said, from my own perspective:
1. Clinical depression is not a character flaw. It is a chemical flaw. This is not Dad's fault and it absolutely is not your fault.
2. Depression is treatable. I'm not sure if it is "curable" but treatment can often bring life back into balance.
3. An outsider cannot make someone not be depressed, but how you treat a depressed person can have a major impact on their perception and happiness. Really. You do have the power to make a difference! This is not your fault and not your responsibility, but it is an opportunity to promote healing. As many others have said, acknowledge the grain of truth in what they say. Arguing that the funeral went perfectly fine, for example, is not respectful of his reality. As he gets the depression managed he may look back and realize the funeral was OK. But that is something only he can do. Support him where he is at in this journey.
4. Exercise is great therapy! Not necessarily gym-type exercise, but moving the body -- vacuuming, raking, mowing, dancing to silly music. And, of course,walking! Don't nag, but encourage some movement if you can. "Let's walk over to the park and eat our sandwiches there."
5. Initiative is one of the first casualties of depression. I recall sitting on the couch and looking through the same magazine three times because it seemed too much trouble to walk across the room to get a newer one. This is where a friend or family member can provide an invaluable service. It's tricky because you don't want to nag, But when you have no initiative of your own, someone else's enthusiasm can be a great help. "You know what would perk up this room? Some of those awesome flowers growing along the fence. Where do you keep your bug spray? I'll go out with you and we'll get a great bouquet!"
6. Support from others can be extremely valuable. It works best, though, and has its best chance of success, as a supplement to medical intervention.
7. Treat all health issues promptly. A tooth-ache, sore feet, a persistent cough, constipation -- anything not right with the body can exacerbate depression.symptoms. Encourage good and prompt health care.
8. Accept that even in well-managed depression there are going to be some bad days. That is just the nature of the disease. Sometimes the cause is obvious -- the anniversary of a loved one's death, a new loss, even the dishwasher breaking down. And often the trigger is not obvious and it just seems to come out of nowhere. Don't panic. Having the occasional bad day is normal. It is when the bad days run into each other with no breaks and it is time to adjust the treatment plan.
It sounds like your family is doing many helpful things for Dad. Keep it up! Add professional care (if he is not getting it now.)
You did not cause this. Don't feel guilty! You can make a positive difference. Feel empowered!