I don't qualify for services cause I'm Medicaid. I have been under home health care since 2011. I recently moved and I'm having a hard time finding an agency cause they don't have any caregivers available for me at the moment. I recently had a bad fall and tore the ligaments in my cervical spine. My fiance is doing the best he can to help me but he's not doing well either. I've been thinking about suicide so I won't be a burden anymore. I'm scared and I stay in a lot of pain. I'm tired of this pain. I hope I can find someone soon. Thank you.
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