Just got handed the pink slip and Mom is worried...
I have been caring for my Mom for the better part of 6 years. It’s been just me and I’d been blessed with a career that allowed me the flexibility of working from home until last month. She’ll be 82 and is physically healthy. My routine includes buying groceries and preparing all meals, taking her to all dr. Appts., taking out her garbage, spending up to 10 hours a week with her in her home, and daily phone calls. I also arrange all her appts., talk to her doctors, call for maintenance and pay for her lifecare alert, cell phone and yard work. I’ve been blessed to be able to do this and she’s been blessed to be able to stay independent and pay her bills. We’ve made it work despite her earlier major depressive disorder and psychosis and 2 previous mental hospitalizations in 2013 and 2014. We survived that! My main issue now is that I’ve lost my full-time job and I’m starting to get depressed or maybe already there. I haven’t had time to worry about the job as I’ve been thinking about her. I’m basically keeping her alive. She doesn’t want anyone else to help her and she relies on me for a lot.
She was hospitalized in the past few months for syncope, which was a result of dehydration and malnutrition. I found her both times and had her taking to local ER and she was hospitalized for 3 days each time and given a heart monitor. As a result, I’m tasked with making sure she eats the food I prepare or buy and drinks enough fluids. I’ve gained 20lbs trying to help because I’m cooking or buying fast food to help keep her alive. Her health is fine per the doctor but if I don’t get her food or electrolyzing water every few days, it’s over. She tosses the meals on wheels in the freezer if it doesn’t appeal to her and will starve if I don’t feed her. She is a tough lady and I love her to death. I didn’t mind doing the little things I’ve done but now I’m unemployed and have tons of bills, mortgage that need paid and will likely need to work outside the home again, which may leave me too exhausted to help. Looking for prayers and support. Thank you!
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It is just an idea! But I will pray for you. You shall get through this.
Hugs!!
That is the price of having a free caregiver. You said she is worried, she may just step up.
Apply for unemployment, but do not tell Mom, save that money, get a separate
P.O Box.
Continue to look for work, keep your money separate from hers. Do this 4-5 x a week, as if it is a full time job in and of itself. (It is a full time job) Be out of the house by 9 a.m.. Register at the nearest WorkEmployment (like Workforce) which offers free employment assistance. Goal, be home less. Goal: Break free from a co-dependency that will not work out for you in the long term because she has a mental health issue.
If finances do not work, she may have to enter a board and care home, and you may need to sell your home to survive. Can you rent out a room?
You have done your best. I am also sorry that you lost your job.
Firstly, stop buying electrolyzing water because it's snake oil. If her electrolytes are off expensive water isn't going to fix it. What electrolytes are off? Calcium? Potassium? Magnesium? Sodium? Those are the big 4. Did the syncope happen when she got up suddenly? Her health is not fine. Get her seen by a geriatrician.
You are in a codependent relationship with your mother. Enabling is disabling. You have cooked for her, arranged for Meals On Wheels, and she has the audacity to not eat unless you feed her? Seriously??
You have a difficult choice to make. Either continue enabling your mother to live when it's clear that she cannot manage it herself or, focus your precious resources on reinventing yourself and getting back to work. Go to a temp agency and see what jobs they have that match your skills. Talk to a career counselor. Find a headhunter. Visit your local community college and take a class. Volunteer in your community. Network. Take advantage of what your library has to offer. Learning from failure is what helps us grow.
Finding another job starts with a solid resume that you write yourself. It takes a lot of thought, time, and tweaking to achieve the balance a good resume has. A good resume also is one that you can personalize in just a few minutes for a specific job and company.
Losing your job at your age (no offense) is a difficult thing from which to bounce back. I know how hard it is to compete against women half my age. The sad reality is that when men get white hair they're called "distinguished" and when women do, they're called "old". Few employers care how much expertise you have under your belt when you don't "look" the way they want their company to "look". I have been there, it sucks, and there's no use complaining about it.
Change is scary. Nonetheless, you will figure out what's right for your mother. You will get beyond this setback. You're stronger than you may feel right now.
Now, it's too much and it is nothing you did or didn't do. It's life.
Find her a place that has good activities and socialization events, go with her the 1st time or 2 and then go get yourself back on track.
One theme I have seen and read here is that our elders would let us all die as long as they don't have to do anything they don't want. Ya think that is okay! Sheesh, an aging brain is more self centered than a 3 year old. Maybe they can't help it, but we can. She may pitch a fit, that's okay, doesn't change the fact that you can no longer prop her up in her independence.
Hugs, lots of major changes to be facing. You can do it!
If so, that's good because it is all going to be fine. Your mother's being fearful is understandable - she's had a lot to shake her confidence, as well as the long term mental health issues - but it's not rational. Once she is safely placed, you will be able to return to work and improve your financial security AND you will be able to spend enjoyable free time with her. Her care will be staffed by many people, not just one; they will be on duty 24/7; and she will STILL have all of the love and special attention you can give her.
You will both be better off than now. Go forth and find that place!
The proof of that is those hospitalizations. You are providing tons of care; it's just not enough. Someone needs to be at her elbow around the clock.
Unless she has the funds to bring in care workers at mealtimes each day, or you live in a state that will fund that level of care, she minimally needs to be in an Assisted Living center. Does she have the funds for that?
You, dear lady, need to get back to work, pay your bills and plan for your retirement. If YOU don't do that, no one else will.