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My mom is 75 and lives alone but has been a mean and send centered person all of her life. This is not just something that has just happened.My problem is that I feel so guilty and dont know how to cope with her.Last weak I spent all weak on pleasing her.We took her from Tennesee to WVA and everything even missing work and when we got back she blew u on me because batterey went dead in her car remote.Screaming at me because I forgot to tell her.I went off on her and told her what a sorry excuse for a mother she has been and I shouldnt have but get so sick of it.My brother has never done anything for her or had anything to do with her and I really cant blame him but now hes catering to her so she will change her will and leave what shes got to him and his girlfriend.I am beyond frusterated and hurt nto the bone.She is ruing my life. I pray for guidance and help

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You can't stand up to mental illness. You can have boundaries with the person. Decide what they are and stick to them.

There were more than a few times I had to tell my mother she was behaving like a brat and I was going to leave if she did not stop. I will not stay here and be abused. She would settle down and be contrite for a little bit, but not permanently. It was a sign that her brain could no longer control her emotions or regulate her responses to anything.

Having mom move into a very controlled environment with a geriatric psychiatrist who adjusted her meds and added a new one to control her paranoia and anger helped A LOT. Living alone was not safe or good for her anymore, so a change had to be made even though she was totally against it.
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I have to say that if she is like this now and I am sure she is that by the time she does shuffle off her mortal coil the chances are that there won't be any money to divide because your brother won't cater to her whims for very long I suspect. And care costs a huge amount. Of course if does care good luck to him because that no easy task.

One thing I need to remind you is that mean people are mean ....mean people who get dementia can get meaner still. If you bolt onto that the fact that she seems to have some sort of mental issues then that is going to be one hell of a bumpy road and you are probably best off not travelling it hun.

We all blow up from time to time....I know I go in the garage or into the car and mutter words that would make your hair curl or I scream like a demented banshee. But as others have said pointless blowing up at your Mum - its a battle you are never going to win and if she has one inkling the money has meaning to you then dismiss that issue right away. it just probably won't be there.
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I've started and deleted this four times now. I keep getting caught up in long winded comments trying to explain my history and family dynamics - but bottom line is I know exactly how you feel. If you read any of my posts you'll see that up until a few weeks ago I was moments away from a complete nervous break-down. My mother is mean, angry, ungrateful, demanding, self-centered and more. But above everything mom is manipulative. Mom has always been this way and dementia has only taken it all to a new level. While my mom has never lived with me, I do every other aspect of caring for her - down to buying her depends - and she is very, very high maintenance. Attention is what mom lives for and she will do anything - good or bad - to get it. And if you don't give her her due or don't let her have her way, no matter how unreasonable - she will find a way to make your life hell. Soooo - two weeks ago I saw my doctor. I got an anti-anxiety rx. I take one before any visit with mom. Initially they gave me the strength - for lack of a better word - to not really give a sh#% about her hysterics. And you know what? The world didn't end. I survived and so has she. So now I have been better able to detach on my own - without the chemical assistance. I am in a much better mind set, am a better wife and mother and believe it or not - a better daughter. Mom is actually treating me a little better because she's seen she can't wind me up and push my buttons the way she could just a short time ago. Who knows - tomorrow she may find a hole in my armor? It's one day at a time. I'm not telling you to run out and get medicated - I'm saying you've got to find a way to detach. The thing that finally lead me to get help was this: I asked myself "if you were hit by a bus tomorrow, how would you feel about how you have lived your final years and about how you put your husband and son a very distant second to your mother"? You CAN take back your life!
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Rainmom wise wise words me dear. I do think it is more complex when you live with the person but I absolutely agree with you. You have to be allowed to have your say calmly and repeatedly. My mum (and in the last 20 minutes she has called me through 6 times) repeats the same request. I have now learned this trait and repeat the same answer. She then says 'you said that before' - to which I reply 'and my answer hasn't changed' we go through this so many times I lose count but in the end she does do it although I have to be wary of flying hairbrushes because she hasn't lost her aim let me tell you!
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Some people are mean and nasty, because that's just who they are. Maybe, they were exposed to it in their childhood. It's difficult to say the cause.

Others become this way as a result of dementia. They can't help it. Even if they used to be mean on purpose, they can't be blamed when the dementia kicks in. I try to look at it this way. If it's dementia talking, she can't be blamed, because the brain isn't functioning properly.

It's sad your mom is so difficult. It could be caused by a number of reasons, but with most seniors, it's not likely to change. If you are concerned that she will change her Will and leave you out, then I might hang on if you really need the money. If not, then steer clear of her. No one should make you feel less of a person. You are helping her and she lashes out at you? It' doesn't make even a little bit of sense. If it is dementia, you might make sure she gets some help and then step back if you don't feel like staying around that behavior.

You say you need help, but there isn't really any way to make a mean and ungrateful mom a nice and grateful mom that I am aware of, regardless of the cause.

Since you can't change her, I would work on myself. Get counseling, spend time with friends and vent at places like this. lol It helps to know that there are many other family members who really can relate to your experiences.

You spoke your mind with your mom. Did that help any? If not, then I may work at not letting her push my buttons. Just let her nastiness roll off your back. I know it's difficult, but if she's treating you poorly as a sport, maybe that would take the fun out of it for her. And if it's dementia. She likely doesn't remember the incidents.
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Thanks for the replies.I know it's just her because she has always been this wAy and I try to tell myself she has a mental problem but I just don't understand a mother like this😂I could use the extra money but it's not worth putting up with the hurt for but it does bother me that for 46 years me and my husband has done everything and my brother refused and now he's the best son in the world.i went to a councler and they told me to stand up to her but after I do I'm miserable.Thanks
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When the doctor asked her that and she said "no", why didn't you speak up? That was your opportunity to say " my mother is very agitated and verbally abuses me whenever I help. I'm ready to walk away from her care. What would you suggest, doctor?

If you are going to be able to continue to help her, her behavior has to be tolerable. Either due to mental illness, dementia, or long ingrained habits, she can't control this. She needs meds.

If you don't have what it takes to advocate for your needs and hers, and to NOT simply act the part of a helpless child (caregiving a parent can do that to you) then you need to find her other help. Not your hands on caregiving.

Can you step back for a week or so and not be so available? Recharge your batteries. Find yourself a counselor to talk about this. If you continue in this pattern, you will do yourself serious harm.
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You commented you've spent your whole life trying to win her love. Why after all these years are you still doing this? It isn't you!!!!! It's her. We can't make someone be something they aren't. It's like saying "It hurts when I hit myself over the head with a frying pan." Well......don't do it.
Believe me, if it's the will you are worried about, the money isn't worth it.
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Don't worry about the spelling,LOL...worry about you. Don't fight battles you can't win and get whatever counseling you might need to help you get your self-esteem up on its own two feet so it does not depend on how Mom treats you, which will most likely continue to be summed up by the word "badly." You can't please her, nor can you change her, and you should not be spending all your time and energy on trying to. If brother wants to try you may be best served to let him, but if mom is on the road to losing capacity and competence, you will do better to team up if you can. Yeah, your blowing up was more than understandable, but you'll do better to keep your cool...getting a little love and support would be helpful, but it would seem Mom's not the one to give it to you since she just kind of doesn't have it to give....mine was like that too in some ways.)
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If you decide to stick with it, I might continue working with the counselor, as you say and lower my expectations. People don't normally change who they are. Assuming that medication hasn't helped her condition, I don't think I would keep waiting for that to happen. Limit your exposure to her, establish boundaries and envision yourself on a beach or in the mountains when you feel attacked. Try to not get caught up in her world of negativity.

I might anticipate in advance that my efforts will not be appreciated and that she will not be the mom that I want and need. Sometimes accepting that can be so painful. We can always be prepared for the worst and hope for the best. Good luck to you.
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