Sometimes my mom seems like she lives on another planet, and then some weeks she seems to really pull it together. It’s so confusing and discombobulating. One day I’ll be like “she could die today” and the next I’m like “did I make this all up in my head???” Anyone else???
Perhaps you need to better educate yourself about the disease, so it won't seem so confusing to you. Teepa Snow(a dementia expert)has lots of great videos on YouTube, as well as books she's written on the subject. Also the book The 36 Hour Day is a great resource as well.