Ok I didn’t go one hip replacement I went though 2 with hubby. It has been horrible, I did everything, cooked, bathed, cut the grass, pressure cleaning, garbage, doctor visits, med’s and worked 56 hours a week. No help from anyone! Not even his family. Yea baby. He needs revision surgery, and won’t do it. Didn’t go to PT. It’s a Constant battle, and he’s miserable because the first hip replacement didn’t take. So I get to get all his attitude. Whenever I say maybe you go back to the surgeon and have a checked out I get my head bit off. I’m told you don’t know pain, I went though a baby, 2 rotorcuff surgery ‘, and a hernia surgery All on my own, with no help from him. When I needed PT I drove myself. He even forgot to pick me up from surgery. Nice. I’m venting here. Now I’m having problems with my hip. Now I’m told your on your own, I can’t and won’t help you. Is it me but WTF. 40 yrs in and no where to go. yuki
BUT NOW, YOU are having problems with your hip and may need a hip replacement??? And of course, he is not going to take you to rehab or physical therapy. If you have the hip replacement done, you could spend some time in a sub-acute or rehab section of a nursing home where you could have physical therapy and occupational therapy and then after 30 days or so, you can go home. I have several friends who have done that. They say that the food is "okay", for institutional food, but they enjoyed the friendship of the other people who were doing rehab therapy.
Wow, your situation sounds a LOT like mine. DH doesn't know how to do anything for himself---and is impossible in caregiving situations.
He has had 2 shoulder repairs, ankle, numerous knee injuries to rehab from, a LIVER TRANSPLANT!!! Post op infection, 84 weeks of chemo, a stroke, and then a near fatal motorcycle accident--through all of this I worked, raised 5 kids, cared for him and wore myself out.
I had 2 back surgeries and all he did for me was toss me a warm can of Diet Coke. No cup, no ice, and who "tosses" a can??? I woke up one morning to the sight of my very pregnant daughter scrubbing behind the toilet b/c she KNEW he has no clue how to clean..and I couldn't do it. My girls know that the smell of bleach is the smell of love!
(Sigh)
DH is in bad shape, 50+lbs overweight, can't bend down to put on his socks, won't exercise, won't take care of himself, but will wait and wait to see if I am in the kitchen then he'll haul out there and say "hey, if you are making something for yourself for lunch, I'm hungry too". I had to go take care of a newborn grandson and my daughter and family for 12 days. When I came back, he hadn't eaten a thing from the house--he'd gone out every single meal. He did mow the lawn, once, and made a really big deal of it, b/c that's actually MY job.
By my 2nd back surgery, I had a "team" in place. He wasn't on it. I just asked my sweet daughters and their families to do a few things. I asked neighbors and set up things so there'd be no need for him to do/ buy ANYTHING. And he didn't, not an ice pack, not a pain pill, nothing. I scheduled surgery for winter and paid someone to shovel snow.
As frustrating as is it to be the worker bee in the relationship---it is what it is. He's not a terrible guy, he's just never ever grown up to accept that relationships have gives and takes in them. He's not mean, nor abusive, just totally clueless.
He needs his other shoulder done. I seriously don't think I can bear caregiving to him afterwards. He gets really "high" on pain pills and chats a mile a minute and is a real pain to take care of. Demanding and even mean. I'm going to look into a couple weeks of rehab at a facility--but I have a feeling that they'll send him home since I am perfectly fine to care for him (physically).
Stay tough, Yuki. I didn't and paid the price. Take care of you---please!! Do it for both of us, OK???
Where are all the great men who have done caregiving for their wives so lovingly and for so long? He sure had me fooled!!
I'm single and glad about it; but that doesn't mean I don't appreciate the value of a lifelong marriage. There must be upsides to yours, yes? Things that make it worth all the work? A sense of achievement, at least, I hope.
I wonder if perhaps the secret to being content in a marriage is partly good expectation management. As you say, there's very little point in confronting your husband with his... shortcomings, is that the word I want? And you know you have the strength to work round them. You will be fine, and you will do well.
But lack of reciprocity is always going to be galling; and venting is good, and this is the place for it! When do you think you might need to sign up for the surgery?
None of this walking into the kitchen when you have just crawled there with your walker and asking why isn't there any food in the house. "You know where the grocery store is you drive by it every day, and why didn't you get milk when you went for gas for "YOUR" car.
Not knowing where anything is in the grocery store is not an excuse or haveing to wait five minutes in line for check out and having a hissy fit.
Well I won't go on. We all have our own tolerance level
One thing that worked for me was mentioning the way I was being treated amounted to verbal abuse.
Don’t give up on your retirement plans. Instead think of I not we. You can go for long drives, take a flight, explore the sites and see the sights.
He can stay home moaning.
Unfortunately even younger men who think they contribute to all the jobs of running a home and caring for a family, are falling short.
A cousin unexpectedly 10 years ago. Her husband 💭 would have told people he did 50% of the work. After she died he realized he had not frosted shopped, made school lunches, done laundry, booked appointments or taken the kids to the doctor, dentist etc. He BBQed in the summer, but that meant slapping the meat on the grill, nottge shopping, prep nor clean up.
I am on my own after a 22 year marriage and although it was hard in the beginning, my life is much better now.
I live life on my terms not someone else’s.
Like CountryMouse, I am single which is why I lived with my Mom for 10 years until she went into the nursing home. Focusing on the good and positive aspects of your 40 years of married life will help you cope when your other half doesn't live up to your expectations. And coming to this website to vent your feelings is good for you also. This is the place to vent! You will get hugs and good advice and suggestions and even some "tough love". Let us know when your hip surgery is gong to be.
Have you thought of going to counseling to help process your feelings? I went because of my dad's drinking and it helped a lot.
I'm sure your hubby wouldn't go but I think it would do you a lot of good. If you don't have insurance to pay for the counseling, there's Al-Anon in most cities for families of Alcoholics or ex-alcoholics. Meetings are free. There are a bunch of people there in the same position you're in.
I can "feel" your strength and I understand where you are. It's as if you "got your groove back" and nothing is going to stop you now from making sure you take good care of YOU.
You have been stepped on too long. You have put yourself "on hold" too long. You don't have to take cr*p anymore.
You have discovered your power by doing what YOU want to do. We can all choose what we want to do.
A lot of us living with alcoholics (or ex) never took care of ourselves because we were too busy taking care of them.
They hate that we discovered this new found freedom. But it is imparative that we take care of ourselves. Get a girlfriend to go on vacation with you (that's what I did when my ex wouldn't get out of bed).
There is no reason YOU can't go just because he can't/won't.
Life goes on. Today is the first day of the rest of your (new) life.
Grab it, shake it for all its worth and enjoy it!
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