He's in rehab facility now and thanks to this group I know not to allow him to come home. I was told there will be a Care Plan mtg. soon. My question is should I expect staff use this mtg. to push me to bring him home instead of placing him in a memory care facility? The social workers are looking for a Medi-Cal bed but they're not easy to find in my area...the reason I'm posting my question. They'd be absolved of this task if I would take him home.
I just can't handle him anymore and his bowel incontinence isn't improving any time soon so we'd have this 911/hospital/rehab senerio again and again. I've done all I can for him.
They will offer all sorts of possibilities for help.
They will make it sound like anybody could (and should) do it.
But it is never as easy as they say! Stick to your guns and tell them you can't do it. Once you have him at home, they will try to keep him there, no matter how difficult it turns out to be...for both you and your husband.
This is your chance to get him care where people are trained and paid to provide what he needs. It may not be easy to find a Medi-Cal bed. It may not be ideal. But you may be able to keep your sanity and actually be more effective as his advocate than as his care-giver.
This almost happened to my mom, she was due to be discharged and the women at the hospital (second best rated one in the US) had set up Home health, with their home health care, trying to totally block out the competition. She wound up going to NH after the stay. Checking ratings for said home care, very low.
Give yourself permission to accept this new role, life change and relief.
We were in a similar predicament. A good friend's brother needed a place to stay while he went through chemo for leukemia. Unbeknown to us, he also had a severe pill-popping habit and untreated mental illness. When he developed a high fever, I took him to the ER. He was admitted. I reminded the staff that he did not have a (our) home when he was ready for discharge. He found other accommodations with help of social work.
Stepping into the unknown is definately hard but you can be proud of your success already - "From Caregiver to Advocate". To me that says :
Strong, Caring, Purposeful.
Adjustment & change take energy. Be kind & gentle to yourself through this time.
If person has no one to care for them at home then they have no other choice.
Prayers
Staying home is NOT always the best solution.
All NH homes are not understaffed and DO NOT use medications to drug people.
You know Bev, you don't do the hands on care, your family can afford 24/7 caregivers, so I find your judgmental rhetoric making others wrong reprehensible. When you have done it all, by yourself then you can spew your hateful judgment. These situations are difficult enough without someone telling them a buttload of lies and misinformation.
(((Hugs to you)))
I didn't realise until you typed it how close the word grief looks to relief.
Grief: intense sorrow
Relief : a feeling of reassurance and relaxation following release from anxiety or distress
May relief come in time.
Have to pay for a few months but VA will reimburse through one of their programs. (Can't remember the name.) Little did DH know his time in Vietnam would help him 50 years later. I just wish he knew or remembered that now.
I'm not doing very well now. Actually feeling more depressed than when he was home. Crying a lot. Plus am so exhausted even though I have been sleeping better. Just not prepared at all even though I've known this was coming for at least 5 years. I've heard of anticipatory grief and that's involved I'm sure.
Have they told you the "classification" or "%" of his disability? If you are unsure please look into it they will rate from 0 to 100% the higher the % the more he and you can qualify for.
He will be cared for.
Many of the VA sites have housing find out if the one near you has one. Some are VERY nice and recently built so it is worth looking into if he qualifies. (has to have a certain % disability)
(also for yourself please look into his % as that can mean a reduction of your property taxes as well)
It has been my experience that you have to call their bluff by saying "okay, if that's what has to be".
When we landed at rehab it was all new to me and mom was stroke recovery so some things were different.
I would think that at the case meeting they will either have assessed him (therapies - medical needs etc) or discuss the plan of when all his assessments will take place.
Due to the UTI (which he may still be being treated for) I would push for all therapies right now to even buy you time and give him a chance at getting a little stronger.
Im unsure if you tell them right away at meeting one (it probably depends on if they already assessed him and come at you with quick discharge). Maybe someone has better experience in that - I do not. I know how to push through getting more out of rehab but not on how it works in finding him a placement.
I do remember pushing forward to make sure moms UTI was cleared so that she could actually participate in the therapy at her best vs them attempting to base her “goals” on someone who still was recovering from an infection.
As others have said on here before - you can say that you are no longer to care for him in a safe environment so that they can begin finding placement.
You can say in the meeting that in his current condition you are unable to provide that level of care but want to see if he is capable of participating in the therapies to see he recovers any strengths and not give them a solid commitment. Maybe this gives them time to start looking for a bed and you a little time to just process and gather all the ifs.
But do not let them tell you he is being released home when you do not feel you are able to care at his level.
I know I had to call Medicare and report an unsafe discharge that provided me time to get all the equipment needed to bring my mom home - it freezes everything for 24/48 hours and you only have to call the Medicare hotline - put in his info and a Medicare rep will reach out to you and freezes the place from making you leave.
I’m o my saying that in case you feel backed into a corner as some places are really willing to help and some are not - so you can use that hotline number if you needed to.
Prayers that they find him a place close to you and where you feel they are better equipped to care for him.
And no, you shouldn't accept that.
Tell them that there is no way that you can safely care for him any longer. If they threaten you with "he'll become a ward of the state" say "I guess that's what will have to be, then".
Do you have a lawyer?