Some days are not so bad. I cannot afford to put him in a nursing home as our funds would soon be depleted and he would have to go on Medicaid and I would not have any money to live one. I guess the answer is just to live with this each day as it comes. netatom15
I'm so sorry to hear how you are feeling. I know you are going through a lot. Please try to access some community resources. Try talking to a social worker and see what is available in terms of helping yourself and your husband. You are not alone. There is help. Try talking to a counselor or joining a support group. There is a lot of good information at this website as well.
As cdnreader had mentioned above, talk to a Social Worker who can explain how Medicaid works.