My dad died in 2021 after a long illness and I had to take care of my mother who hurt her back the day after the funeral. Four months later my husband was diagnosed with terminal brain cancer. He had a brain bleed after coming home and I got a preview of his final months. Now I’m just responsible for driving him everywhere, meds, calls, house-everything. He’s better but I’m resentful, depressed, etc. Our lives are home and doctor. I don’t think I can handle what’s coming as I can’t take this now. Thoughts of a funeral freak me out cause his mom hates me. I’d rather be dead.